Hey sunshine !

Coping well with life.
Though , inside im battling with the fact that he is gone though partly is my fault .

And my mates making me smile . Haha . I love you guys .
Especially Wensheng . Keep giving me that eyebrow thingy that irritates me . Haha .

Start of the day , was thinking ‘I hope we get no more nagging. Enough naggs yesterday !’
And true enough, my thinking was just wishful thinking wish didnt came true at all .
Got nagging in social studies. And i was almost asleep . But i cant cause she was right infront of me, standing, giving her speech .

Then it was F&N. Had lagh now and then. WS sat beside me . Lawls . And i guess i missed Jarrett’s and Kian Wei’s jokes during holidays . Haha .

Add maths was confusing . I was lost in my world despite sitting right in front . I dont undestand a thing . And in the end the teaher ended up not teaching . Haha . She knows we do not have the mood to start studying A maths . Haha .

Geeez , I hate my seat . I can’t text, do my things or even scribble in my handbook . And teachers kept taking my papers as specimen to the class . And my hands are prone to vandalising papers . Haha .

Had recess and gosh, i do miss the food there . Even though it sucks . Haha . After recess was Malay and it sucks cow nipples . No elaboration . I dont wish to recall .

Had english and was sleepy . Haha . Hid sleepy head today .

And lastly Physics , one word – FUNNY . Henry Ng wwas seriously funny . I thought he was those type of serious teacher . We kena ‘your head ‘ and Jarrett kena ‘What you have, I know’ (referring to his brains ) . Basket teacher sia . Haha .

Know what ? I gonna start on some A maths problems now before getting some naggs tmr . Haha .

^^

i guess i miss you .

I guess life gotta move on huh ?
Sometimes they are just not that person you once thought they were . People do change . And im not that naive girl anymore . Im no more that girl who you think would fall for your lies . I'm sorry . But i had to let it all out so I wont suffer later . I guess, its the best for me . I dont want to end up being hurt later . I dont see why you should be the one hurt . You still got her though . And though my heart longs for you to stay , I got to do it to prevent heartaches . Though i seem happy to you , deep inside I guess im all broken up . And those words I said to you were just gunshot words to make myself feel better . People do change . Its as if i dont know you anymore .
Sorry .

Messy .

When think again about the times we had , I feel like i needed you more .

When I think about all those fights we had , I felt as if I don't need you anymore .

But my heat says that you should stay .

I don't know why but I feel as if something is missing from my life. But I dont know what . Maybe I should just curl up in that corner and die . Or maybe not . People out there need me .Urrrrggghh ! I feel so alone . I feel so empty . I feel so insecure . I need to get out of this mess .

My birthday wishlist .

1 . A new schoolbag .



2. Anything got to do with Twilight . =P



3. A new wallet .



4 . A new phone .



5 . And lotsa bears .

Tag replies !

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Tag replies :

Shakinah ; Your adik so th cutee siuulll
- Hahas . I know . I cant stop laughing till now ! lmao .

syidah keco' ; heloo miss eu lh seh!!
- Eyh babe ! Ku rindu kau trckloads lah ! Gossips yaw ! Hahahas .

ain ; WOIITT!! adek cute cute cute banggettt!! hahas.. to0 bad.. my adek cuter !! =P hahas.. syidah!! hohoho.. aku rindu semue bdk mad!! ohhs wait !! hid, u went to kl with FAIZ?? ahahakx..tak jelak per? hahas.. okay okayy.. omg !! kayy.. i love u bbe !!
- Hahas . I know . Transformer nak kasi minum ! LAWLS . Your adeq ? Boleh lah tahan . Hahahs . Yes syg , i went to KL with Faiz , my cuzzy . Giler sak dier . Kiter gossip rabax there . Hahas . Nak jelak buat pe ? 20 years down the road i will still be seeing him too kan ? Lawls .

LOL ; gosh. youre cheating on ur bf. get a life *****. still can put his pic there somemore.

-Dude ! Get a life and fine some other blog to spam ! And FYI, he is only a friend . No harm wishing a friend all the best and being there right ? Dont tell me you dont make firends with th opp sex . Maybe you should be the one getting a life cause i bet your life is too"awesome" that you love spamming other and thronwing bad comments on others . Its a sin, dumbass . So , hate the way i lead life , back off my page idiot .

Aiman aiman ...

Oh , I loike this picture !

Mummy : Aiman , faster drink your soya bean , stop playing PSP . Later i ask your tranformer drink then you know ah .

Aiman : *Quickly drinks up his soya bean and halfway drinking, he lifts up shirt like above* Transformer , you want drink some ?

LAWLS . Kekek or what my brother ?

Cuteness .

KL trippy trip !

Hey hey sunshine !
Back to S'pore yaw !
I so miss my babies .
Hahahs .
I seriously got fed-up with the condition M'sia is .
Teruk oii !
Hahas .
The condition is seriously worser that the city area .
Drive into the kampong area and you will see heaps of plastic rubbish somwehre in the middle of a soccer field . Gosh !
And seriously there are lots of gays .
Not soft guys but serious gay .
Guys who wear girl clothes and heels and girls hairstyle and totally wish to be a girl .
walk into the wrong lane and there you go , millions of them !
I got disgusted instantly . Mummy even thouoght one of them was really a girl .
We fought over it . Pathetic much .
The food there was not that bad . I usually got hungry late at night .
Went to the nearest shopping mall at around 9 and KA-BUUUSSSSHHH ! all closed down .
wtf . Its like only nine .


Okay okay. The pics will show you how our family reunion goes .
Hahahas .

Day 1 :

Yummy yummy food .

Day 2;
Pasar Tani Mega

Road Trip to Klang .

Adults hunting for freah-from-tree fruits .

Kenduri Tahlil at Shah Alam .

Hotel yaw .

Muka masai !

Day 3 ;

Berjaya Times Square .

Trip back home .

Will be waiting and waiting .

Hello aliens(!) .

Hehe .

I changed my skin ! I soo love it . Thankies .

Muhahas .

Previous post was dedicated to SaliWhoDeen .

Yeah , after he read my blog , he called me a stalker .

Wtf . Baik pe ? buat orang geram je eyh . Haiyoh .

Hahas .

Yesterday was awesome + tiring + emotional + and a baaaadddd headache .

Great or what ?

Masri , Ain and Bby came over .

Sadly Ain had to go home at around 12 , leaving Masri alone .

Muhahas .

He ended up reading dictionary . wtf .

Ended the day dozing of on the couch with the tv switched on at around 2am halfway texting Elephant .

He suddenly went quiet . I reckon he fell asleep .

Today .

Woke up at around almost 10 .

Texted Ain whether the plan was still going on .

She ended up calling me. Met her at Chong Pang MacD's .

Followed her for her extensions .

Went to have rojak and coke .

Pathetic right ? I know .

Been on the net since 1 pm i think .

Waiting for elephant to like go online .

He promised to do so yesterday .

Such a great listener !

=]

Will be packing my bag today .

I havent started an inch .

Gosh .

And i will be setting off for KL tmr at around 5 am .

And the car hasnt been wiped yet .

Gosh .

Okay .

I'm gonna go .

Text me if anything .

Will be missing you guys .

XOXO .

Elephant oii !

Dedicated to you mister !

I know your life's been going badly . ( I got my sources . Dont ask . )

Remember that I'll always be there to cheer you up okay ?

=]

Right Here Departing - Brandy

When you feel your heart's guarded
And you see the break's started
When the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

B rock, uh, Darkchild
We back
You'll be right here with me

(Oh, oh, oh)
You'll be right here with me

When your life is going too fast
Off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh

Just when you think your bout to turn back
'Stead you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh

Oh when you feel your heart's guarded
And you see the break's started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

And when your tears are dry from crying
And when the world has turned silent
And when the clouds have all Departed
You will be right here with me.

(Oh oh oh)
I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me
I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me

When your trapped and there's just no key
And you can't breathe
I breathe for you

The fire's got you down on both knees
And the walls are closing in
But I will break it through

And when you feel alone
I'm a be your home
Whenevers comes and go
You know I got you

Oh when you feel your heart's guarded
And when you see the break's started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

(You'll see the sun)
And when your tears are dry from crying
And when the worlds turned silent
So when the clouds have all departed
You will be right here with me

I will be here right beside you
Every step you take, yea
I will be your strength, your shelter
Shield you from the rain

(Oh when you feel)
Oh when you feel your heart's guarded
And when you see the break's started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

And when your tears are dry from crying
And when the worlds turned silent
So when the clouds have all departed
You will be right here with me

Oh when you feel your heart's guarded
And when you see the break's started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

And when your tears are dry from crying
And when the worlds turned silent
So when the clouds have all departed
You will be right here with me

I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me
I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me

I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me
I will be right here with you
You'll be right here with me, yea

Okay .
You should really go see twilight trivia .
Utterly coolio wooh ~
HERE! .

Okay . Twlight fans soo need to read this .
Hahas .

Okay , so, yesterday went to Alyaa's condo .
Slack-ed around . Actually planned to do our malay proj .
Ended up slacking like crazy .
Her bro is so freaking cute .
Gahh !
And we watch P/S I Love You .
The movie was so sweet .
Imagine all the letters arranged for her coming in all kind of ways .
And she ended up living life without him .
Sweet much ?
Hahas .

Okay . Currently Bby and Mas is here .
Slacking around .
Ain will be coming over later .
Masri is like reading the dictionary .
LOL.
I'll be back to write more okay sunshine ?
=]
XOXO

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHH !

I dont know when its gonna come into S'pore but i so badly wants to watch it !

=]

When the sun stop shining .

Hey hey .
Currently super super bored .
Mummy just told me we will be going KL on the 21st .
Thus missing the chance to enjoy myself at Wild Wild Wet on that same day .
Gahh . I seriously hope its gonna be fun cause its been years since we go out as a family .
And and and its like gonna be the first time going overseas with our 3 year old car .
Pathetic much !
Hoping hoping so much that i still have prepaid so i could text my baby .
Hehe . I cant bear not texting him for one day .

Okay . I'm off .
Update more later .
XOXO.

Lets go gila !

Hey hey .
Currently at Woodlands lib .
Okay . i actually came here yesterday too .
Fell in love with the lib ?
LOL .

Went to the lib yest with Ain and her friend, Fatin .
Hehe .
Had loads of laughs .
Ain was like the only one semangat studying while me and Fatin got bored studying after around an hour .
Hahas .




Oh then asked bby to fetch me .
Somehow i got the info mixed up .
He was waiting for me at woodlands and i was waiting for him at yishun .
WTF .
I waited and waited for around two freaking hours .
Great . I thought he had just like forgotten or something .
When actually he had been waiting for me at Woodlands MRT .
Gosh , i went home feeling dumb .
And to make it worse, I forgot to go for tuition and got a looooonnnnggg lecture for not going tuition and for coming home 20 mins late .
WTF .
I just sat on my bed wishing i could turn time .
Oh and have i told you my P and VP suck ?
We had to go for remedial and revise .
Then we had to re-do our MYE paper . and they didnt even collect it .
Why waste time doing it ?
Gosh , Its not as if they are gonna change our marks .

Okay. Internet beings a bitch .
Uplaod peektures later okay ?
Promise .
Muahahs .
Byeee !

Bby ku ?

Missing that hot rugger !
Gahh .
Why don't our paths always cross ?
Oh, nvm .
I seriously miss his voice .
Miss those hugs and kisses too .
Biler mahu jumpe eyh ?
I busy, you also busy .
Padahal-padahal , holidays .
Nvm , I'll wait .
Oh, I owe you a movie kan ?
LOL .
=]

Abang sedara konon . =P

Happy Birthday Faisal .

Wei " Abang " !
Oh wait . Setakat 1 bulan tua aje .
Muahahas . Okay lah . Fine fine . Aku jadi " adeq sedara yang baik hari nie .
Happy 15th bday eyh .
May you have an everlasting flow of happiness, love and tons of crappiness .
May you succeed in evrything you do tau .
Oh, and jangan lupa ku sudah .
=]

Loads of Peektures.

060609 ; Deyi Sec Military Band Concert 2009

No comment . Hahas .

See it to believe it ?
The ultimate thirst quencher .

My face ? -.- ""

No , I am not gonna kiss her . LOL .

Shasha , Hid , Ain , Dee .

Looks like some stalker taking a pic of us . But seriously COOLIO .

(:

310509 ; Maddies at ECP .

Duper , Esparella , Loopy , Chinoneh .
Hafiz !

Loopy !

Aizal .

Orang tu hawt sangat sampai gambar blur .
nyahahahas .

Amri !

Anak nie yang Hawt .LOL .

Jumpshot tak menjadi . nyahahhahas .

Kami empat yang GILA .

Zulhilmi ; Bestie ku . (:

Boo yah !

Ku tinggi sangat ?

Feza missing .