I know im just a girl with a boring drama in life .

Im just some average girl who can never stand out in a crowd .

Someone who never speaks out at the hardest time .

Im that girl who knew she would never be able to stand up easily once she falls .

But above all that, Im that girl whom I thought that Im strong enough to face all this .

But i was wrong .

Totally wrong .

I hope you had move on ...

(Well, seeing you gleaming everyday, its no doubt that you had move on. )

But sadly, im still stranded , the same as you first left me .

I wish i could just replay the moments we had .

The moments where I could just smile seeing myself completely happy with you .

The moments where I couldn't part with you even by a meter .

The moment where I would be smiling everytime my phone beeps with your text .

The moment when you would call me for a brief moment just because I hadn't replied you texts.

The moment where I would wait under your block just for you and strolling to school .

The moments where i thought could never end .

But I was indeed lovedrunk to even realise that it had to end sooner or later .

Now, i just wish for your text which I know will never come .

I just had to carry on living with my gfs counting to the days since you had send me that text .

Im sorry but I just had to let it all out .

One thing for sure is that I have to pull myself together .

xoxo ~

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Selamat Hari Raya Korban to all !
I so wanna see kambings being sembelih .
Goats are cuuttee :D .

So, spent my day today shopping with mummy and Bro .
Sis is in KL with some relatives .
Well, not really shoppiing .
We were looking for some items or Bro circumcision kenduri .
HAHA . Yeahp .
But found nothing .

Eyh !
My chinese drama has started .
Im gonna scooooot .
Byeeeeeeeeeee ~
xoxo ~

Well, my weekends have been oh-so-not-awesome .

Friday, had counseling and then off to some meeting at masjid .
It was about some camp at Pulau Ubin and i had been put in charge of logistics .
Baik pe ?
Only the first meeting i attended and i was put in charge of something so oh-so-headache .
HAHA .

Sat, went to watch the football match with Chinoneh .
ohmygawwddd . our team had to play topless cause the other team was also wearing white .
I told Rasyid this : " I think I'll rather go buy them bikini and see them playing wearing the top piece of the bikini seyh ! At beach road 15 bucks only you know !"
And he was like " Them ? In bikini ? LOL . "
Them playing topless was nothing but those with 'extrasssss' are an ugly side man !
HAHA .
Ain realised that we were like thier lucky charm gituk .
We were late for the first half thanks to aiman .
And the score was 4-0
Second half, they scored like 6-3 .
Hehe .
Had lunch with them after that .
Then head off home .
Met Ain on train later on at nearly 5 to head to masjid .
I swear i feel like just shouting at the sec 1s madrasah .
Sungguh taq sporting seyh ! buang masa je tau datang masjid lepas tu taq de orang naq pergy camp . Ape seyh . :'(
Ate at Banquet after that with ain and her friend, Martin .
And headed home after that .









Sunday, Had madr early in the morning .
Last madr lesson for they yeeeeaaaarrrr !
Obviously didnt want to miss that .
Had lots of thrashing time with shasha .
Like ohmygawwddd .
I then bought two new tee !
One with Oscar from sesame street and another one is smurfff .
Cute !
Heh .
Slacked at home for a while and then headed off to Steffi's place .
Awesome food !
Reached home at almost 10 .
Baik ah !


Okay, im off .
xoxo ~

Mass update !


I painted my room .
3 walls of pink and one wall of pink and brown stripes .
That wall now reminds me of iceee-creeaammm .
I dont have a finished pic of it .
Soon okay ?

Tuesday ,
Plans with Ain is postponed to Fri .
Went out to eat with mummy at BBQ Chicken .
I swear the food is so not nice .
HAHA.
Most of it is charred .
HAHA .
Can get cancer oii !








And today went watch My Girlfriend is an Agent with Aini and Rausyan .
Aweeeessoooommm movie .
Obviously cause its a korean movie .
I fell in love with anything korean .
No idea why .
:D
Sadly, Rausyan had to go off early .
He missed the most awesome part of the movie .
Rausyan , Go watch it online or something.
:D

Headed to LJS to eat later and then bus-ed home .
Had lots of thrashing with Aini .
I guess im so locky to have her as my bestie ! :D

Okay, im off .
I hate hate hate stomach cramps during period .
:S

xoxo .

i need a life.

I love my crazyyy gfs ! (:

Hey hey worrrllllddd ~

Okay .
Im super bored.
I swear .
I had spend my morning watching Imagine That .
Aweome movie.
The little girl was charming
HAHA .

Gonna meet Ain at masjid later .
I just feel so bored at home .
Superrr bored .
I just need to get out of the house kinda feeling .
I think i just broke a record .
I havent been going out since like what ... saturday ?
Gosh .
I need a life .

I think imma head for a nap on the comfy new sofa !
HAHA .
Join me in Dreamland !

xoxo ~

Well, my life has been pretty well messed up huh ?
Oh well, i still gotta enjoy life .

Sometimes i feel as if i'm the only one going through this .
But i know i'm not .
Its difficult to see who your friends are .
Like what my mum always say , "Friends are the one who will stick with you through the rough times . "
And now I realise who they really were .
Despite that, I have also realise that some people exist just to hurt you deep down .
And some comes running back to you whenever they are lonely .
Well, out there, you may never know whether they are really sincere in being your friend at first glance .
However, I'm not writing this to discriminate anyone of my friends .
But i would just want you people to realise how humans live .


Well, I know a lot of things has happen between us .
But I hope that we would still be the best of friends .
Despite al those awkward feeling we face, despite all those fights we once had ,
please just let it go .
I know its hard , but we are friends after all .
No matter what, we have known each other for long .
And even if its the end of the world, promise me we would still be friends .
aku sayang kamu semua .

xoxo ~

My life is so f-ed up .
What am i supposed to do now .
I cant tell anything to her .
I cant straighten out her mind .
She just wont listen .
And she think by quitting, it will solve everything ?

How i wish you could just listen to me for once.
:'(

Oh well, might as well blogged since im like oh so the boreeeedd .
Currently waiting at the waiting room at SGH .
Yeahp .
Accompanied mummy to hosp for the appointment.
No wonder she didnt allow me to go for classes and drama today .

Oh ya, my lappy is baaaccckkk .
Yeah . Was send for repair the last few days .

Okay, imma go now.
I feel like having starbucks .

xoxo ~

Hey babies,

appointment with doctor yest ended earlyyyyy !
Hahaha .
Happy sungguh tau ! LOL .
Then had counselling for a while .
Then i dont know why and mummy dropped me at yishun mrt biler orang suruh dier turunkan kat AMK mrt . -.-"
So, trained to AMK and met babies at around 1.30 .
Met Loopy at AMK Hub .
Hanna, Achap and Raudha was there .
Headed to Macd to have lunch .
Chinoneh came by .
Then Amri .
Hanna and Raudha had to go .
So we went to walk around AMK .
Sudah jelak oh !
HAHA .
Met up with Masri aka Ayam Mas !
LOL .
Headed down to J8 .
Funny things happened .
Ate at Cafe Galilee at Bishan Library .
Then headed back to Yishun .
Met up with Slam .
Chilled under my block and then home at 7.30 .
Good girl ma .
HAHA .

Overall, day was awexuuuum !
Had lots of laughs .
Despite the tears during stupid counselling .

Yeah , Okay .
I am so late .
Im off to meet Richo now .
Adios !

xoxo ~

Hey hey there !
Currently im like at KK Hosp waiting for my turn for the stupid appointment .
I bet i will have to go thru checks here and there .
And most probably ends at around 1 or two.
I'll be so glad if it ends earlier .
I hate appointments with doctors .
Boo !

Oh ya, meeting my girlfriends later .
Weeee ~
Miss them so ever much man !

Okay, im off .
My number is gonna be called soon .
xoxo ~

I feel like just throwing away my stupid phone .
Its like, whenever prepaid is low, everyone starts texting me .
But when prepaid is like a lot, no one bothers to text .
Ishk . Taq fun uh .

Anyways . Had E maths rem this morning .
Headed home and then chilled with my Chinoneh .
Had loads of laughs .
We went through yearbook and find anyone with weird and long names .
She started .
Hilarious .
And she actually compared the faces last year and this year .
And i think i got the worst comment .
I dont wanna elaborate .
Well, currently chatting with my cuzz, Firdaus .
Haha .

And im like hungry luh .
I realised i kept mentioning that im hungry at the end of every post .
HAHAH .

Cant wait for Abg Syahiir's gig on the 7 !
Anyone wanna come with me ?

Haha .
Im off .
xoxo .

Hey , I have an OnSugar account where mostly i post pictures and quotes and stuffs .
But the main thing i blog about there is what i want to say from deep inside .

www.hid-duper.onsugar.com

Go check it out ~
xoxo ~

Hey there .
Well, holidays doesnt seem like holidays to me .
Will be heading off to school almost everyday .
And the i have to take my re-exam on 13 and 14 nov .
Great much ?

Oh, and Bro is gonna be circumcised this dec .
Haha .
He keep getting teased by my uncles an aunties though .
He is really growing up fast eyh ?
LOL .

Me and family went window shopping yesterday .
Dad almost wanted to buy a whole new sofa set plus table for the living room until Mum spoils it all by saying ' We should survey other furniture stores first ' . Thanks a lot Mum .
But we ended up buying a whole new teevee set . :D
A new teevee for us .
Weeehoooo ~
So loving my dad .
They'll deliver it by Fri .
And Mum promised me a new phone if she has enpugh bonus end of the year .
I so need a new one .
:D

I'm hungry .
Im off to get something to fill my stomach .
Adios ~

xoxo ~