be there for me.

Im sorry for thinking that you have ignored us.

Im sorry again for thinking you never bothered about us anymore.

Im sorry for thinking you never thought about us anymore.

I guess im wrong.

I know that this year has changed.

We've all become busy ourself.

We all have school to attend, family stuffs to settle and boyfriends to tackle.

But i never have forgotten you.

I kept thinking at certain moments, wondering what could you been doing right now.

I regarded you as my own sister.

To help me guide through this crazy teenage world.

Its all because i dont have an amazing mum who understands teenage world.

I dont have a dad who even bothers to talk to me nicely.

I dont have anyone else besides my friends to guide me through.

I dont have anyone else who is able to tell me their experience.

I depended on you to be the one.

Can we just start all over again?

I love you, Kak.

I need you there too.

xoxo

Heyy all .

Well, its been hell of an idiotic week.

I found my march 2010 resolution somewhere in a load of papers in my room.

And I was surprise on what i put as No. 2 & 3.

HAHA . Ask me yourself if curious. :D

Oh ya, my March holidays doesnt seem like holidays at all.

I still have classes from like 8am to 3pm on Mon to Wed .

And the Johor trip is compulsary ?!

Damn.

That leaves me with Friday. :(

Despite that, crap has been going on at school.

Yeah, apparently i hate the way you're acting.

Seriously. Like i give a damn when is your big day!

Dude, you even PRETEND to ignore my birthday last year, well, i can do the same damn thing.

Im not really making a big deal out of this but seriously, what goes around comes around.

And yeah, i don't bother giving present to you this time cause i know you wont even appreciate.

Im off now.

This girl has to sleeeeeeeeeep .

xoxo .

When the world turns upside down.

Why do i feel like destroying you right now ?

Ask yourself why !

Grrrrrrrrrrrr ...

Whatever he told me, im really hoping that its not true .

But search yourself, what had you got for doing that ?

Fun ? Laughter ? Peace ?

And whatever it is, I do not care already.

And im putting the past behind us .

Because by doing so, it will help me in becoming a better person .

I want a change.

xoxo.