hey yawwwwwww!

okays, im just back from jalan raya.

hehe. went out with fitri and seri.

and while im here, im waiting for someone to come online and chat with with me cause im

dead bored.

so, i decided to read my shout magazine.

mummy had asked me to cook but im too lazy to do so.

im seriously too lazy to blog.

and i have nothing in mind to write.

hehe. okay, im planning to go for hair treatment soon.

but i dont really have that much cash.

hehe. had to ask mummy for that one.

god, i wanna see him.

i miss him super much.

oooh. maybe i meet him on our first mth.

oh shit! i going out raya.

arrggghh! he have a practical exam this thurs.

and i want him to study.

its almost one week not seeing him.

syg, i miss u!

okay. till here.

yawwwwwwwww(:

i have been to lazy to blog nowadays.
BUT! i am not declaring this blog dead yet.
hahas.

so, back to the stories.
on FRIDAY,
went to town with kak chubs, shasha and sheila.
met sheila for the first time.
she is FUN!
hahas.

went home at like 6.30 pm.
got ready to go miss liana's open hse.
super kcoh.
at last. got to take photo with Qirin.
my godsis.
heheh.

on SATURDAY,

went out jln raya with pri sch frens.
murni, brought her boyf.
helmi, brought her girlf.
murni and helmi's girlf had problems.
so, they were like staying away from each other.

on SUNDAY,
did nothing besides sleeping.
i dont know why but i felt super tired.

TODAY,
gonna sit ard and laze again.
shasha and chubs coming for raya.
hehe.

okay. SCROLL DOWN FOR PEEKTURES.





peektures baybeh:

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
okay. super long didnt post. hahas.
too busy with exams. hahas.
so, exams had been easy. except for science(i didnt really study science actually).
i have already pledge to myself to never take pure chem!
its super difficult.
gonna take combined(: hehe.

HARI RAYA has been fun! scroll down for peektures!


oh!
while others have been mugging for exams,
i have been mugging on BREAKING DAWN!
hahas. cool right?
but at least i studied.
weee~






peektures:

happy family(:

my face is STUPID! -.-'


candid lah.
peace(:

okay. till here then.
(:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEEPS!

will upload peektures next time yeah?
thank you(:

yawwwwwwwwww(:

okay. short post today.
not gonna blog these few days.
plain lazy and plain BUSY!
exams are here.
hari raya is here.
and i've been catching up with old mates(:
hahas.


COUNTDOWN.
25 days to boyfie's bday.
25 days to holidays.
2 days to hari raya.
1 more days of puasa.
3 days to EOY geog and much more papers.

so tc!

you're my other half♥

yawwwwwwwwwww(:

COUNTDOWN.
28 days to boyfie's bday.
28 days to holidays.
7 days to hari raya.
5 more days of puasa.
tomorrow is EOY.
tomorrow is Qiyamulail.

today went pretty well.
but quite a bore.

went to school late.
reached at around 7.20am.
when everyone already starting to get ready for assembly.
seriously woke up late and ws too lazy to rush.

the whole 4 periods till recess was boring. was english and science.
then after recess, it was math. had a test on data analysis.
didnt bring calculator! leaved out like 3 damn question.
simply because i didnt have a calculator.
imagine finding a mean of blablabla which is so damn freaking big numbers?

last period was geography. nearly fell asleep.

went to int with alyaa, wanie and fitri.
wanie and fitri fled off first.
then met boyfie at int.

planned with boyfie to go yishun lib.
actually was my turn to go amk. but was too lazy.
he told me he didnt go to school because he had a sudden low self-esteem.
hahas.

we fled off at ard 5.
he send me home.
and we reached under my block at ard 5.45pm
reached home, went online till now(:

im super duper BORED now(:

COUNTDOWN.
29 days to boyfie's bday.
29 days to holidays.
7 days to hari raya.
6 more days of puasa.
2 more days to EOY.
2 more days to Qiyamulail.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
HARI RAYA COMING SOON!

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:

today seriously SUCKS!
get it? very SUCKY.

early in the morning, it was already raining.
and the first period is held at IT room?
suuuuppppeeerrr cold.
so, the whole day great.

during IPW, we had to present our group's presentation slides.
we got praised. hehe. overall, we did quite well.

then there comes the maths teacher.
we had file checking today.
and i owed like 3 homeworks?!
and i was not allowed to go unless i finished all.
AND, those who owed wayy much more than i do, like a few chapters hw,
parents got called and they are allowed to go!?
and i was like 'NO FAIR!'
actually planned to meet up boyfie and studied at amk lib.
but unfortunately, had to cancelled.
syg! sorry. really. really sorry.
he seems to be quite busy helping his mum today.
pity him. but nvm.


so, for buka, made sardine rolls.
but sadly, it turned out bad.
i used the wrong flour.
mummy's fault. she put hong kong flour into plain flour's container.
and the dough is wayy too soft.
had to eat it anyway. not bad actually.

so, thats for today.

yawwwwwwwwww(:

im back again.
well, im just waiting for him to go online.
and i have nothing to do.
i have been busy going through nice peektures.
just a random search.

so, mummy brought home laksa for me for buka.
my least favourite food.
and she also bought old chang kee currypuff.
one of my favs!
hahas.

SYG! online lah!
i want the pic we took just now(:
heheh.

i seriously have nothing to do!

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:


COUNTDOWN.
30 days to boyfie's bday.
30 days to holidays.
8 days to hari raya.
7 more days of puasa.
3 more days to EOY.
3 more days to Qiyamulail.


the flu is back!
seriously not feeling well.
but still went to school.
no choice. exams coming.
must study!
so, went to school.
after school met boyfie at interchange.
went to causeway point.
he was finding for haivanas slippers. but budget no enough.
actually planned to buka together.
but his brother told him to fetch his mum.
so, no choice. he send me home.
he gave me cookies home made by him!
awwwwwwwwwww, sweet!
gonna taste it during buka.
i bet its nice!
hahahas.
reached home at like 4.45pm.

thinking of what to buka.
thought of making sardine rolls.
but mummy is gonna buy buka.
so, just have to eat what she brings home.
OMG! my stomach is grumbling.
hahas.
so, im online! weeeeeee~!
LOLS.

yawwwwwwwwwwwwww(:

so, hectic day today.
i pitied him lah.
let me tell u.

after school, went to meet boyfie and went to amk lib.
met shasha and her kakaks and abg haliff.
i met new friends again. they are kak nurul, kak siti, kak ezzanti and kak imah.
kak chubs then came with tudong. she told us she got a new boyfriend.
and he is like 21. hahas. good luck kak! LAST LONG!
so, we kecoh-kecoh at library. meet zulfiqar. he's from deyi sec!
hahas. he is way tall. and he look totally different. OMG! okay. over-reacting.
so, belah at ard 5.
boyfie needs to pay his phone bills. so we went to S'pore Post.
then went fetch istiana at masjid.
i guess my auntie knows. hahas.
so, then we went to ntuc. boyfie needs to buy some things.
he then sent me home to rumah mak.
i called him at ard 6.45pm. he told me he just reached home.
syg! sorry u reached home late. SORRY!
buka nasi ayam. then daddy fetched me with car home.
reached at ard 9pm.
and so, now im here(:



tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:

okay. im bored so decided to post this.

lately, i have been thinking about him.

i dont know why. but he is the only one i think of.

that is a good sign. it feels like we've been together for like ever so long.

oh ya. i dared him to kiss me. and also, i want a picture taken with him(:
mummy still doesnt know about it. i would want her to know about us herself.
i dont want history to repeat. like what happen between me and salam.

btw, i hope she wont do it again. okay, i seriously have nothing to talk about anymore.

peekture:

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:

whats up earthlings?
today is saturday.
most of the time, it would be boring.
and now, it is boring.
so, went to mendaki. late for the paper for 20 mins(:
hahas.
went home at ard 12.15pm. reached home at ard 12.45pm.
freshen up, watched tv, slept, and now im online.

yesterday.

went to school. did napfa re-test for standing broadjump and also shuttle run during PE.
had romeo and juliet 'true or false' test. super easy even though i didnt study.
had history map quiz. super confusing. i didnt study for it. its all about the map of MALAYSIA!
i dont even cae about the country and im supposed to like remember the states? wth.
then after that went Yishun library with boyfie.
at ard 4, went to wanie's hse.
buka at her hse.
went home, freshen up and then sleep(:

thats for today's post.

peektures:




tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwww(:

hello earthlings(:
hahas.
thursday.
first two period was science. ms lee didnt come.
got relief teacher came in. did malay hw during the free period.
bad news. Cikgu jariah came back.
after science was english. did some stupid picture disscussion thingy.
didnt bother doing it properly.
then was recess. stayed in class.then got scolded by DM.
got punished by cleaning up the classroom the whole week of next week.
stupid punishment. but at leats okay. not that bad. the guys who stayed at class had to clean up the whole school whole of term 4.
too bad people. then was maths.
after maths was geog.
then smart.

here comes the exciting part.
plan to study with anuar at amk lib.
reached there, saw anuar, syahiir and fatin.
i guess abg syahiir and kak fatin is together.
so, studied and then went home.
buka, and went online.
confess to anuar. he said he felt the same.
and so, we became an item.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
love you lah, anuar(:
so that for today.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:


today is wednesday.
school started as normal.
last night, fought with aini.
we fought because i forgot to keep a secret that was supposed ro be kept a secret.
so today, we ironed things out. but unfortunately, we dont seem as close as before.
so i end up with alyaa most of the time.
so, school. first period had home econs.
we did a persentation on Japanese Traditional Food.
during the persentation, my stomach acted up again.
so, i ignored it. oh ya, we made ONDEH-ONDEH. niceeeee...
it was like acting up all the way till recess. i had no choice but to eat something.
so i decided to eat the ondeh-ondeh i was too lazy to buy food from the canteen.
huang lian was caring enough to buy me a drink(:
so i had to eat. then i went on with the day fairly okay.
went home with Tisha, Marissa, Aini. we walked from school all the way to Khatib. actually quite far! after reaching Khatib, i walked all the way home. urggghhh. tiring. reached home, freshen up. decided to read eclipse till like 5 and then went online but i fell asleep halfway reading.
i slept all the way till like 6. so now, with food in front, im eating while reading this(:

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:
so, today is sunday.
14 september. 14 days of fasting. 16 days to go.
exams in two weeks time. projects are due. and im getting hungry.
didnt fast today(: u know girls. hahas.

so. yesterday, went to joo chiat complex, buy mommy's hari raya outfit.damn nice seyh.
im like sooooo jealous. hahas. this year we wearing brownish yellow. little bro and daddy wearing white. secnd day i wearing purple. after that, we went to suntec city. breakfast at SWENSEN to celebrate mommy and daddy's wedding anniversary on Sept 11. nice date huh?

today, went madrasah. had akhlak test. shasha then told me that Kak Chubs and abg Syahiir broke up. she said abg syahiir asked for it without any reason. man. they look so sweet together in the end?
to syahiir: without any reason? damn u lah. do you know how it hurts? are u just toying with her feelings? she already apologize. what more do you want? pity her. she still loves you. just get back to her please. buang yang keroh, ambil yang jernih? im saying all this cause i care about her. i dont hate you but just dnt think of yourself. i know u love her too.

after madrasah, went home, discovered that comp is berzerk like hell. tried fixing it but cant. now, it keep restarting out of the sudden. i hate it.
so, maybe thats it for now.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(:
hellos world! okay.
today is friday.
overall, the day sucks. but not that bad.
today, assembly seriously sucks. its about mid-autumn shit.
the emcee cant even talk english properly. i end up kept tieing my shoelaces over and over angain cause the assembly sucks.
then it was PE. i thought it was like nothing and the teacher said we dont have to change onto PE attire. so, i didnt.
later my name was called up and i have to do my napfa 2.4 km run. i failed the first time i did it.
i was fasting and im in my uniform and i had to run. damn!
so, without complaining, i ran. the teacher kept pestering me to continue running whenever i start walking.
i got frustrated at first but in the end, i passed!
then it was history.we had a test on chapter 9 and 10.
then was literature. currypuff change the lesson to english. she told us that she HAD to do english as it was raining. and i was like' what has the rain got to do wit your teaching?'
then the other lesson went on. and during science, i felt like vomiting. and i did vomit.
my puasa dah batal. damn it seyh. i think the run made me vomit.:(
school ended at like 12.35pm. it was like the only day i could get home before 2pm.
just as i had planned what to do when i got home aini asked,

aini: hida, kau pergi cultural club?
me: hari nie ader ke? i thought monday?
aini: si bedah tukar to friday. pergi ah. teman kan aku.
me: okay lah. tapi kalau habis lambat, aku tetap nak balik pukul 1.30pm. aku tak kisah.

so, we went till like 1.30. and. i thought we gonna do something fun or what.
suddenly we had to do SEWING! stupid.
then we went home. reached home, after freshing up, straight to computer.
planning to eat after this.
weeeeeeeeee~

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwwwwww(:

hellos world. the earth says goodnight. hahas.
so. i have been to lazy to post.
weeeeeeeeeee~
yesterday went buka at shasha house. with kak chubs there too.
after buka, anuar sent me home.
today.
phone confiscated by mum. damn it. didnt contact anuar.
so lets start from the very begining.
assembly got alot of prize giving.
rugby, cabin club, maths olimpiad. saw a lot of salam(still not fully over him yet).
i know. then got home ec. didnt do cooking. me and tisha was supposed to present our slides on japanese food. unfortunately, she didnt bring it. so, minus 2 marks.
then there was history. test on friday.
reccess then science. she talked about abortion. very pitiful and scary. urrrggghh!
then she drag all the way till project work. got scolded by 'short tounge'(mdm gan).
at the end of the class, mdm gan told my class. "OKAY. 2G1, GET OUT!"
then i was like 'get out? we're not ur slaves. and what wrong did we do? i thought our school has LOTS of caring teachers?" my class was like not responding. so she said"GET OUT!".
and so i said nearly aloud. "FCUK U." then my aini, bestie, hush me down.
i got out of the room complaining to aini and tisha. just because lots of groups had to present thier slides and didnt, she cook up a hot stir of tornado? mepek uhh cikgu nie.
then maths. boring to talk about. went for lunch. not really ate but was at the library reading eclipse.
then was smart. supossed to end at ard 3.30pm. only went till 3pm as i was too tired.
went home with alyaa. reached home at around 3.40pm. continued with eclipsed and then went online.

tc:D

yawwwwwww(:

its been quite a while since i wrote in.
RAMADHAN IS HERE YAWW!
been busy going out.
weee~
okays.
on last friday was teachers day.
made muffins for the teachers.
SEDAP lah! wee~
got results. woo~ okays i got like 3 a1. malay i got c5.
issshhhh. i totally slack uhh in malay.
went back to anderson. saw lots of frens.
Yiling, Vanessa, Willard, Glen, and lot more.
Willard really change a lot. he was the nerdy kind last time. now, wooh~ metal lah. hahas.
lots of ppl didnt recognise me. then got chase out. meet murni and aisyah. hang out with them then i went home.

on sunday.
went to RSAF open house with family.
asked syahrum whether he's going. he said no. and he said he was jealous. too bad ehk syahrum.

on tuesday.
went to AMK library with ain and shasha. ain brought like 4 small kids of hers.
irritaing bunch. meet abg syahir and abg halif and abg anuar. cool bunch of people.
hahas. i socialize. and breakfast with abg anuar outside. okays. he is nice lah. btw, he just broke up with his gf on that day itself.

yesterday.
went to Bishan library with shasha. abg halif and abg syahir drop by. wooh~
we got totally crazy. instead of studying, we talked and chat till like the whole time.
AND they kept disturbing me with anuar. okays. i admit i kinda like him. but its only the beginning. nw its lie the whole world knows about it. they even know what we ate. luckily they didnt know what we drank. isshhhh. at ard 5.30pm, walked around J8. they disturbed again.
wooh~ i got really irritated lah. went home. just on time for buka. ahahs.

tc:D

peektures:

yawwwwwwwwwww(:

okays.
so i got nothing to do and so i decided to do some quizzes.

here it goes.





You Are A Jealous Ex


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You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on.

You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed.

Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go.

What Type of Ex Are You?





What You Really Think Of Your Friends


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Wanie is your soulmate.



You truly love Shasha.



You consider Aini your true friend.



You know that Saodah is always thinking of you.



You'll remember Salam for the rest of your life.



You secretly think Syahrum is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.



You secretly think that Jolene is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.



You secretly think that Istiana is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Istiana changes lovers faster than underwear.



You secretly think Alyaa is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Saodah has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?



People Definitely Like You


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You are very well liked, and many people admire you.

You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.

Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.

Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!



What People Don't Like About You:



People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!



People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name!



What People Like About You:



People like that you truly take and interest in them. Everyone likes to be liked!



People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.



People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)


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Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.



Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?


Your Five Variable Love Profile


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Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is low.

You see love as a gift that you should give to many.

It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...

Let alone one person for the rest of your life!



Experience Level:



Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.



Dominance:



Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.



Independence:



Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

yawwwwwwwwww(:

well, today doesnt have much thing that happened.
first four periods was curry puff's period. literature and eng.
she talk so much that i can hardly remember anything. except for literature.
we were going through Romeo And Juliet now. OMG! so damn romantic. hahas.
then it was reccess. i sat at the table reading Deficiency. the book that huang liang loan it to me. its totally cool.
after recess was maths. mrs low gave us back our test paper on mesuration. i did totally badly. i got 7.5 out of 26!dammit kan? next time must study.
after maths was music. did something with clapping and beats.
then it was science. two periods. it sucks. we finished up chapter six and go on to chapter seven. its about Issues On Sex. if you read monday's The New Paper, we talked about that topic. which is Clueless About Safe Sex. then she go on talking about condoms. she even brought the real thing. EEEEEEEEEWWWWWW! i didnt even dare to touch it lah. pleaseee. she went on takng our lunch period. then our form teacher came in and she gave us 20 mins break. when i came back from break, ms lee was still in clas together with mrs yen(form-teacher). Damn. both cannot stop talking. especially mrs yen. she cant stop blabbering about study group. URRRGGGGHH! after SMART, i was supposed to be doing my NAFPA re-test but i didnt go. hahas.
came home, did chores. chores that i was supposed to be doing it in the weekends. one of them was to wash the toilet. i have been postponing it. hahas. then went online. chat with syahrum all the way till now. he was like faithful to chat. hahas. so now, im gonna spend like 30 mins more and then off. gotta do PW thingy.

yawwwwwwwwww(:


well, my blog looks dull huh?
gonna change blogskin soon okays?
hahas.
so, today not much things happened.
today is monday so i had the monay blues. hahas.
last night slpet quite late. i watched the Army Daze comedy. i can totally laugh my ass off man!
i went to school with alyaa.
listened to 987fm. they totally rocks.
did see zai on the bus. dammit!
reached school, saw aini at at councillor room.
ate breakfast with her.
after assembly and so on, first period was malay. we have like two periods of it.we did surat kiriman rasmi thing. if we didnt have grp discussion maybe i fell asleep already in class.
next was CME. boring.
then geog. we had to copy this few notes. then we were released early fo reccess. man! i love that Mr Lightbulb Phua. hahas. i call him that cos he simply has this shiny bald head. hahas.
then reccess. dad complained to school bout my ez-link card. i lost nearly half my reccess.
after recess was eng. we were supposed to do newspaper reflection. i was too lazy to do so i decided to fold straw hearts. hahas.
then Art. sit at library do nothing.
then maths. boring. do filing.
after maths, lunch. took my own sweet time. hahas.
after lunch was SMART. i hate it.
after smart i went for the ACES day dance thingy.
i was choosen to be perorming and helping out at the hall. some had to do it in the parade square. hahas. sad for them.
the attire code for that day will be a white top and jeand or track pants. i plan to wear my 'Music Is The Only Thing That Makes Sense' top and my black jeans. hahas.
after training, went Northpoint's Food Court and ate chicken rice with Wanie.
Hyrul Anuar was sitting at the table behind us.i didnt bother to take picture or asked for his autograph or anything. i took peekture with him before lah. hahas. then we went home.
i rest, change and freshen up. and so now im writing this. hahas.
tc:D

yawwwwww(:

well, totally in a bad mood now.
i actually not in a mood to blog but i just feel like i wanna let it all out.
but i dont think its approproate.
okays.
nothing much happened.
just got a screaming from dad.
dammit~!
urrrggghhh!
yesterday, after i got ready for ngaji, a msg came.

Him : is that hidayah?
Me : ermm.. yes. well, hellos! who are you?
Him : zai..
Me : ouhks. hahas. who gave you my no.?
Him : erra..
Me : ouh. no wonder she askied me for my no. huh? hahas. well, we chat later ok? im kind busy. sorry.

so that was how it ended. hahas.
today, im the morninig went to mad. i didnt go meeting after that.
i was too lazy. once a while never go no harm kan?
went home with ain. rested for a while, watched anime with aiman and istiana, slept, watched tv and then came online. well, today is mostly a day to slack. luckily tmr no test or whatsoever. hahas. here it all ends. i practically got nothing more to type in.

tc:D

yawwww(:

not gonna be a long post today.
simply because im such a lazy bum.
hahas.

today not much thing happen.
i woke up at 8am.
i felt lazy to get up.
i slept ard 9pm yesterday. early huh?
got ready for mendaki, pack some food and zoooom i went.
ate my breakfast while walking to interchange.
i felt like everyone was staring at me.
and i was like 'as if i give a damn to you guys. get a life puppet'.
took the bus and i was like listening to music while the bus sway and swerve.
i hate it.
i was totally in a bad mood.
got into class. studied studied studied.went home, watch some tv, watched some anime on youtube, and then i went online.
boring huh?
so later i have to do some chores and the go ngaji.
jope safwah coming. or it will be a bore.
hahas.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwww(:

okays. today quite interesting tau! hahas. school as per normal. we had home econs. okays. it started all well. we had to cook mushroom soup. it was easy but we failed in making a good one u see. our soup turns to be a lumpy one cos we were the first few to cook and the recipe wasn't a good one. we simply added too much flour. hahas. when it cooled down, it became something like pudding. it simply doesnt look edible. but luckily i ate it hot. then we carried on with other lessons. next few part was boring. we had history, maths, pw, malay and also science. cikgu at last came to school. i at last got to hand in karangan. i've been waiting for like one whole week for her return. luckily she didnt marah me or something. oh, and science we watched a video of a women giving birth. i was like kept closing my eyes. i felt digusted. all those blood u know. and those umbilical cord. urggh! and so after school, i had hip hop dance training. for aces day thing like that. its like on next fri. oh, u dont know how painful it is to do all those stretching. and now i feel pain everywhere. urghhh! oh. and salam was like there too. im still like not over him hello!! i kept looking at him. dammit. it sucks. memories would just came and would like cant concentrate. i know lah its over. but i like still have feelings for him lah. its hard to let go tau. and so, i tried not looking at him but he makes funny faces while dancing, it just makes me crack. hahaas. well, i hope he doesnt know that my blog existed. hahas. ouh and i still feels dumb after confessing to salam. okays so now im gonna go study soon cos tmr i got a maths test in a topic i totally dont understand in. how i wish i have someone to teach me. like a nice bro or maybe a loving sis. hahas. and now i think its time for my medicine. i hate getting asthma. urggh! it just sucks. just because u eat something wrong, u keep on coughing on and on. dammit seyh. so now i wanna just let it end here.

he was once the one who loves me.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwww(:

okays.not gonna be a long story.im totally feeling sick. school as per normal. boring. mama only gave me like $2.50. like wtf lah seyh. what to eat? hahas. and so lessons go as per normal. my fav lessons for today was only like SCIENCE! hahahs. chapter six mah! hahas. me and aini was horny again. oh, jarrett and sing yung was horny bastards too for the day. WAIT! they are horny everyday. hahas. after lunch, i was like SEMANGAT do science hw. about osmosis. i do anyhow leh. i only did that because scince tchr was inside class. hahas. after do science hw i do maths. semangat hor? hahas. after smart go home liao. i was supossed to go for study grp but i was feeling too sick. and tired. and lazy. and hungry. and i just wanna go home and SLEEP. so now, after some sleep just now im feeling still the same. my nose is like almost a waterfall. and my left eye is red. dammit. if it doesnt go off, im totally gonna see a doc. cause he asked me too.

tc:D

okays.
i failed in doing something today.
i tried to change my blogskin but it totally didnt work out.
dammit!

tc:D

yawwwww(:

my day today seems to ROCKS! hahas. i woke up at like 7.15 am. early as i have madrasah. finally! i woke up WITHOUT the alarm clock. hahas. and so, i got ready for madrasah. went out of house at ard 7.50am. brought new phoneyy! hahas. on the way to school, msg-ed shrooms. we talked all the way till lessons. hahas. ouhks. reached masjid at ard 8.30 met shasha at the block beside the masjid before going into masjid. went inside masjid, saw shrooms looking at me. while reading surah also, shasha kept saying shrooms kept looking at me. wtf sey. irritating. hahas. go class then me and shasha talk like crazy while chatting with syahrum on phone. hahas. multi-tasking yaww(: hahas. first period was arab then akidah. then it was fiqh. got test. lucky studied already. hahas. then it was akhlak. after akhlak was break. ate macronie. hahas. i was like starving since morning. during break, syuhrah, shasha and ain kept disturbing abt shrooms. irritating lahs. after break was like sirah. revised for next week test. after sirah was al-quran. it was muhajir's bdae. he brought in cake for the whole class. the cake was EXACTLY the same as theary's cake lah! hahas. i didnt eat it cos i was still full. totally full. al-quran was like the last lesson.it was ard 12.05 pm already. continued chatting with shrooms. yupp. i chat with him a lot today. hahas. but fun leh. ouhk. and ain's phone got confisicated. she was msg-ing her bro then ustadzah saw. pity her. went for my alumni meeting. it officially ended at like 1.20pm. i stayed on and chatted with hafiz, sheikh and diy. was funn lah. very funny. went out of masjid at like 2.20pm. walk to bustop and waited for bus. chatted with shrooms again. bus came late. in bus, my batt went like flat. stop msg-ing him. and so i was bored. reached home at ard 3.20pm. rest and then surf the net. and here i am now...

here's some pics i camwhored at the park yesterday.















^^i got my hersheys!


^^hyper after chocolate!


^^here's my new phone!

yawwwwww(:

well, today seems to suck. start of the day, i had to make my lil bro's bed. it sucks. then aini told me to go school on my own. just because she wanted to go school woth her boyfiee. it fucks me up. and then i was like rushing to school. met alyaa in the bus. reached school at ard 7. rush for nothing. too early liao. went to canteen for breakfast wuth alyaa and fathima and wadiah. aini reached canteen at ard 7.15 which at that time i had finished eating. i went to chat with them. in the end i got a screaming from wanie. just because she didnt tell me se had waited for me and i went to school first. it fucks me up AGAIN. after assembly, we had lessons. like DUHH! first was like science. and oh yeah. we had started on chapter six. the sex part. it was like the first time the class had kept quiet to pay attention to ms lee. LOL! me and aini were so like horny yaww! hahahs. after science was eng. we had to do a damn summary on whatever paralympics. did it with no sincerity. after that was reccess and then we had maths. boring. then mother tounge. cikgu didnt come again so we had free period. after mother tounge was geog. we had a chapter about pollution. my fav. hahas.
here comes the fun part.
i didnt had the mood to eat so i stayed in class during lunch. my immature friend were all in the mood to spray water at each other using those water bottles. and so my fren, Ding Xian, accidentally sprayed at me. and so i seek revenge. all the way till after lunch. i got wet a ittle. after enough of getting wet, we went to celebrate the genius' (theary. she's too pro in maths.) birthday. continued with SMART i decided to seek revenge on ding xian again. in the end i got totally wet. luckily marissa had extra t-shirt and so she loan it to me. at like three, i wnt for drama and so the day goes on with drama till like at 5.45pm. wanted to go home together with wanie. they had told me to go meet them at McD'. in the end they went home before i even reached there. so the whole day i went to and home school alone. it fucked e up okays. i feel invisible. am i like a statue now? u can treat me how ever u like? if so, then fuck off lah dey! im not as stupid as u think okays!

**sorry if today's entry is full of vulgarities. Thank you(:

tc:D

yawwwwwww(:

YESTERDAY.
tuesday. 120808.

well, nothing much happen. we had like four periods of curry puff.(we had a new nick for her.hahas. its saggyboobs. see her and u know why.) me, aini, tisha. and marissa was suposed to present something abt Beijing Olympic. but all of us didnt have the ood to do so we didnt do our slide. abd so we did it in form of a website. she didnt care! hahahs. after curry puff's lesson we had reccess and then maths. boring. then music. very funny lor. we learned about beats. after that got science. we were supposed to have a test on transpot system but she postponed it cos a lot didnt come school. and we didnt have practical too! after science was lunch. then SMART. me and aini talk and talk after smart went home. wanted to take bus but we ended up walking. and i was sweating like mad.on the way. we met ali. he is like so damn funny lah. and so i went home and then sleeeeep.
hahhas.

TODAY.

first period was home econs. we made carrot cake. the western style lahs. nice lah! but we had to mix the brown sugar wuth egg. dammit. my hand so tired seyh. after home econs we had history. we had spelling test. after spelling, she gave us back our test paper that we did last week. i got 20 out 25. not bad huh? hahas. after that was reccess. and after reccess was like science. got test! i was like didnt study! and so i did the paper anyhow. after that was like malay. cikgu didnt come. after malay was project work. i hate this. project work had to do presentation on our clay model. after that was maths. boring. after maths like lunch then SMART. aini went for councillor meeting so i was like reading up history and then help tisha with the class board. after that i went home. quite a boring day huh?

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^^shrooms said this peekture is nice.

to me, its not bad. but my hair looks like mangkok.

LOLS.

well, hellos!

here i am posting again.

today, theres no school. coz its school holiday for national day.

and i feels stupid. i.ve been sitting at home all day like some dumbdumb that doesnt know how to go out.

and i cant go out cos im totally broke. and my ez-link card is with mdm jariah.

i still havent pass up her karangan. dammit.

and so. here i am FREAKINGLY BORED. rotting away. it feels dumb.

yesterday, i didnt went out too. i've been sitting at home the whole holiday. seriously, i wanna go out lah. i bet aini went out with her hubby jus now. she ept telling me she wanna hang out with danial. it can really get irritating. but i feel happy for her. they last really long. unlike me and salam. thinking about him, i've been seeing him a lot with qirin. it really make me jealous u know.

hmph. but i should really try forget him. its really not worth it you know.

okays. i shall stop here.

tc:D

yawwwww(:

long time never post. and here i am posting. well. nothing much happen lately. but i found out something.
well, i found out that salam and qirin may have an affair. and its lie WTF lah. i feel so dumb. this is what u call 'one-sided love'. i guess. hahahs. and national day cum racial harmony day was soo fun. i was like so patiotic. lols. my brother complains that his school's celebration is like shit. they got cross country ahahas. oh yeah. back to the topic, i had to perform my dance and nabil said i look lost. well, i was at the last part. hahahs. and i kept thinking about salam. dammit seyh. yesterday, the ndp was like so boring. everything seems so dumb. but still, im patriotic tau. hahas. okay. i got nothing else to say.
tc:D

hey!

well,nothing happen much today. school is as per normal, boring.
4 periods og curry puff (ms ling, eng and literature teacher) is even boring.
but at the third period, the china pupils came into our class.
and we were all like didnt care. well, besides me. i was thinking how will those pupils think of our school and culture?
my classmates were all misbehaving.
dammit.
after curry puff's lesson was reccess and then maths.
after maths, it supposed to be science but ms lee stole that period when its supposed to be music, my most favourite subject.
but unfortunately i got science.
dammit. three periods of science.
dammit. i hate it.
then we go bio lab and do stupid experiment.
put the potato inside sugar solution lah and all that stuff. stupid kann?
then we have smart.
do hw and chit chat witha aini.
after smart i went home with alyaa.
we talk about salam and lots of stuff.
we went to northpoint and ate at KFC.
i was about to eat shrooms burger but that reminded me of the shrooms guy. lols. so i ate toasted twister. hahas. and then we called salam while eating.
i confessed to him. but he kept giving me 'idk' ans. dammit lah him. and while alyaa was talking to him, there's this girl who suddenly went on the phone an said that i should keep away from salam cos he is hers.
and seriously she sounded like a man.
well, i'm gonna msg him tonight saying that i want him back and all that stuff.
and i hope he accept me back.
cos im getting crazier for him. ahahas.
and so.
thats all for my story today.

tc:D

i want you back!i still am loving you! its getting crazier around me.

well...
i am not gonna post very often now.
since the come has been moved from my room to my mum's.
dammit!! how i wish i have a laptop.
gonna save money soon to buy one. ahahas.
well, madrasah has been fun.as per normal. came a few min. late and soon ustadzah came in. and its a different ustadzah. her name was ust. faridah. guess what. she look like the kind of alien or whtaevevr it is in the story 'One Miss Call.' i was laughing my ass off when syuhrah said that. well, lets skip all that part. meeting was a bore today. nothing much happen. not much ppl came. and that shrooms again didnt came. i wanted to disturb him. lols. well, i reached home at ard 3++. so tired. reached home and wanted to blog but i was too lazy so just surfed the net, change my blog skin and played games. i know. at least i blog ryte? ahahas. well... here's the update for the week. i got a malay dance performance for the china pupil twinnig prog, a national day cum racial harmony celebration. hahas.

tc!

remember when i said i'll hold on to you? well, im still holding on to u,beside me and never ever letting go.

HELLOS!

okays. so sorry for not posting for a long time. well i've been busy. seriously! well, i've been busy with my dance practice. there's this china pupils coming to our school for like twinning programme. man. all those practice can make me dead. and also, we're performing for our national day concert cum racial harmony day. its sooooo gonna be exciting. hahas. i cant wait. oh yeah. im getting on well with that shrooms guy! woohooo~! he's fun to talk to. well, hunney has been like avoiding me. he doesn't goes online anymore. dammit. how the hell can i contact him seyh. he lost his phone too. so now, i feel like he's worthless to give love too. dammit. anw, i heard salam is single! ahahas. so happy seyh. there may be a chance u know. only ALLAH knows. okays. till here.

remember when i told u i'll hold on to u? well, im still holding on to you beside me and never ever letting go.

well... HELLOS!!

hahas.its e-learning day man!hahas.stayed at home.and do all my things dat i had to do it.how i wish they could do it more often.its like so much fun.yesterday aini said she would come my hse to do the thingys.she told me she will come at ard 10.in the end she came at nearly 12!wtf!i waited and waited like a mad person.luckily i have the comp.or nort it will be boring!hahas.well.today got drama.going drama later.aini can stay for the whole drama today!at last!since the holiday she has rarely come for drama.usually she had to go at ard 4 for her ndp training.stupid rite!yeaterday nite got Anugerah Band.i wanted X-Tech to win but it turned out to be Rancour!but they were great too!actually i fell asleep while watching.i miss the result announcing part.hahas.

oh, u don't know how much i love u...

hellos!

school was utterly oring today.we had temperature taking and i didnt bring my thermometer.DAMN IT.i had to waste 20 cents man!20cents can be very little but if u keep more of it u will get more kan?hahas.supossed to have dance but tak de cos dat damn Raj tak dtg.bagus kan?mls seyh nak dgr dyer berleter disebabkan pekara kecik!hahas.we went home early instead of nak lepak.wanie came my hse for fun.hahas.she cook maggi DAMN nice seyh.hahas.i wanna ask fer recipe.maggi oso need recipe uhhs?hahas.aniwaes...2moro no school for me!hahas.too bad ppl!2exp and 2na do e-learning at hm.hahas.cool kan??

oh,u dont know how much i love you...

well...

school has been all okay except fer de part that i have lots of projects to be completed and

im just plain lazy to do.

its just dat it is all CRAP!

hahas.

okay.

drop that subject.

boring.

let me tell u this!!

i think i fell fer my ex!!

hahahs.

not salam luhhs.

afiq!

he looks so much betta now.

not like those mat rep kind but he looks innocent.

hahas.

well i can say dat he may be quite a guy.

u know wad i mean.

well...

i gtg.

tc!