Hearing your voice before i sleep makes me melt

" I wish you could just read my heart.
Cause i just can't hold it any longer already."

Hello babies.

currently in high mood.
school yesterday was fun.
but tiring. im still in the mood of sleeping in till late afternoon. LOL.
but i simply can't.
mummy spoilt my plan of going out for movie with richo and asked my to watched over aiman alone.
and then i woke up to see daddy still lying on bed sleeping which means he would be at home the whole day.
great or what ?

been chatting on the phone with Salam these few days.
one word. F.U.N.
but the bad thign is sis been bugging me when im on the phone.
just wish she could just get lost for the time being.
there is so many i wish to write here.
but my hand forbids it.
LOL.
LOL.
LOL.

im done writing enough shit here already.
peace out people !

I still do keep you in my heart even after months.

Sunshine darlings.

Here's my second post for the day. Hell yeah ! LOL. okay. so, the whole day i have been watching videos on Youtube. Not porn people. LOL. I basically watch retarded people filming themselves on camera talking funny crap. well, there are actually millions of them. but my favourites are Swiftkaratechop and Shane Dawson. you have got to watch them. super funny. i laughed my ass off. okay. not really. LOL.

Im all alone at home now. Dad is off to Johor Bahru for i dont even know for what. He even blamed me for not filling up that damn white card wrongly when he is the one who doesnt even understand simple english. LOL.

okay. i feel like writing this down.

Mr S,
The first thing that came to me when you came to my mind
Is your wonderful smile
A smile that would be accompanied by that adorable laugh
And that makes me melt
To an ending that would never end.

When i think of the short time we had
And all of the happy times we shared
It amazed me to no end
And brings tears to my heart
And i know i really missed you after all these while

I look at you and i see overflowing of love, hope and joy
Together with charm, strength and dignity
With all those wonderful qualities
Its no wonder i still do love you
Which made me coming back to you

♥

Have i ever told you still I love you ?

" You make me laugh.
You make me cry.
And the only thing I like about you,
You make me love you."

I'm back from my freaking camp people. And i miss my freaking awesome people !
God, that camp was the worst camp ever. Don't make me go there again. the only thing i liked about it was the view from our tent. Yeah. and due to my tiredness today, i have skipped school. lol.

first day.
Met Fitri at bus stop and cab to school as we thought were late. reached at 6.45am which is like so freaking early. searched for Salam and wished him. i bought for him a Billabong wallet which is so freaking nice. gathered and after briefing, depart from S'pore for Bintan. Ferry ride was awesome but the only thing i hate is people vomiting like never vomit before. LOL. Good thing is i didn't throw out a single thing eve though i felt wrong in my stomach. LOL. When we have gone through Bintan's immigration, we depart for our campsite. its was actually just a big open field facing the beach. we then set off for our first activity which is Mangrove Replanting. we had to transfer seedlings from shore to the mangrove. My only pair of shoes got wet in the end. and i have to survive with that shoe for the whole camp. Fcuking shit betul. We had lunch there and the food is so suckish. I shall not describe it. we then continued with the planting. Believe me, i almost fell on my butt while passing the seedlings. After that, we head back to camp site to have our shower. I hate waiting to shower. After shower, we pitch tents. The tent we pitch was actually ruined by the wind. We then find a tent which was strong enough that didn't got destroyed. Our dinner was then is stupid. our light out were at 11 pm WIB. which is like 12am in S'pore. All four of us, Alyaa, Firah and Mars, fell asleep shortly after including me due to tiredness.

second day.

woke up at 5.15 am WIB to have early shower. Gathered for breakfast at 6.30 am WIB. Our breakfast was like shit. i only ate a little bit. we then head off to visit a local school before going for mountain trekking. the kids there are all so cute. i could stand but pinch their cheeks. hahas. they live on poverty but are happy. they are so different from Singaporeans. the population of students there were only 59. and the batch of us were 91. we could actually make a school there. the is this special kid which has an eye problem. i pitied him. he doesn't have any friend. he even got bullied. i just wished i could help him. :'( After bidding goodbye, we then set off for mountain trekking at Gunung Bintan. trust me. it is freaking steep. and i had asthma attack twice. once going up. and another one going down. i swear. reaching the summit and reaching the ground below was the best part. and i had a thorn in my flesh. its was so painful that my fourth finger on my right hand went numb till next morning. after trekking, we went back to camp site. during bus ride, everyone was worn out and fell asleep during the whole hour ride. we then were supposed to have team building games but the rain prevented us. and after the rain, we checked our tent and it was flooded. not so much but it actually wet out sleeping bags. Mars sleeping bag actually had a puddle of water there. LOL. we then took shower and head off for dinner. the dinner then was the best. we had barbecued dinner !weeeehooooo ! after dinner was campfire. FUN! after campfire, we were told that our lights out was extended by an hour.

third day.
we ha kayaking and raft building for the day. our group had to build a raft that could make us stay afloat on water for 14 of us, unfortunately, our raft failed. LOL. here comes the best part, kayaking. we actually had 20 mins in open sea. but due to the high tide, we actually had less than 15 mins. great or what ? after kayaking, we had shower back at the camp site. we actually bathed half naked in the open shower most of us only bathed in t shirts and panties. LOL. after that we had our lunch. it was the same damn lunch we had for the second day lunch. and it was not nice too. after lunch, we head off for S'pore. we reached Singapore at around 5.30 pm singapore time. believe me, everyone fell asleep that no one vomited. LOL. got through S'pore immigration and then head off for school. the class was like wild in the bus. we went shouting and hip hooray-ing in the bus. i swear the bus could just turn over, terbalik. LOL.after the whole debrief thingy, me and Fitri head off to burger king. i was actually so hungry. LOL. head off for home after dinner and i laid on bed till i fell asleep.
(:

Im just a little not over you

" Whenever flashback happened, i was wondering.
What is it that made me coming back to you ?
What is it that I cant seem to get you out ?
Its just too complicated to be answered. "

Hello Babies !
Its a freaking Sat !
and the weekend is here.
okay. currently no freaking mood in stepping out the house.
oh, and look above !
i got rid of my freaking contacts and on with the specs again.
believe it or not i had specs since kindergarten.
its actually a secret i kept since donkey years.

and so here starts my complains.
yes, the first week of school is disastrous !
i finally understood the meaning of 'difficult'.
i finally understood the reason why lots student refuse to take A maths.
yes. A maths is freaking difficult.
i have to ask mummy to get me a tuition teacher.
weeehooo !
and have i told you F&N is freaking confusing ?
i regret taking it.
i should have took Bio !
lol.

okay, so i am having my level camp at Bintan.
god, is the school budget or what ?
its like we are only going Sentosa.
whatever to the whatever gituk.

okay. i think i have write enough freaking shit here.
before i end this post,

Happy Advanced Birthday Salam !



May you have and everlasting flow of happiness and may you suceed in all your future endorsements. presents on the way Dude !

Tag replies :

Daniel;
woah ! the Obama has made a new blog ah ?
lol.

Alyaa;
lol. fat-ass ? is she that fat ? okay whatever. anyway, im not blaming anyone. part of it maybe her fault. but maybe in to blame too huh ?

Shakinah;
i am happy already people !
korang selalu mesti ader nyer.
kecoh. hahahs. crush aku ? gambar dier. shhh.

im just waiting till you noticed me.

"I never had the chance or courage to say it.
No matter what, you will stay. "

Evening babies.
been a long time since i blogged.
well, a lot of things happened.
precisely, i have been changed to a different person.
okay. not that different.
let me make my story short.

well, 2009 is already here. and that bring me closer to the major exams.
and it freaked me out. time to focus. and i just realised A Maths is actually confusing.
and F&N is freaky. 40 pages of coursework. Wahpiang eh ~ the rest of the subject is not much of a difference beside having heavy, expensive books.

and i changed my image too. yeah. new year so must have new image also. look out for the new image in the coming posts. my class this year is freaking awesome ! seriously, those fun ones are all in my class. unfortunately those in the first class is complaining of their class being too quiet. hahas. but, one flaw of my class. they can never keep quiet when needed them too. and also this year i have awesome classmates. real awesome. i never thought they could be hyper anytime of the day.

another thing. our level camp is like next week. MISS ME PEOPLE ! lol. 12 to 14 Jan. adventure camp in Bintan. yeehaa ~ syiok bodoh ! secondd year having level camp. 3 Gracious go ! actually its supposed to be 3 gracious 2. but the spirit of the sec 3 exp are too high, we combined. well, just for fun. hee.

so, before i end this, i would like to share my resolutions. [semangat sakk aku !]

Resolution For 2009

1. To change into a more respected person.

2. To be a good sister.

3. To stay focused on studies at all time [ no more slacking]

4. Make life better.

byeeeeee !

p.s. its over between me and him. back to loving my all-time crush. you know, you shut !

p.s.s. those words in large are how i felt for my crush. so shut up !

Cause I dont like living under your spotlight

"You're part of me.
But were you the best part ?"

OH-AM-GEE !
school is starting in like 3 more days !
oh, tolooonng !

okay. actually i do miss going back to school.
yes. oh, doing all those maths question.
my fav. cracking my brain on it. but i can never get good on it.
wonder why. i wish i had those big maths brain where i could get super high marks for maths.
hee. mimpi jerr besar.

yes. talking about school, i wonder why do we have to go to school this friday ? its like a waste. simply could rescheduled to monday kan ? "Govt. stupid" that is what my nenek would say.
roflol. she always have some comments that to her is not funny but to us it is.

and, seriously. i need a job. who cares what job it is. as long as they pay me. that day, i saw abg halif working at Action Toys at Millienia Walk. semangat tak boleh angks ! roflol. and oh god, i do miss my darling friends. gotta meet them soon. and mummy, shower me with money. [mcm rhyming gitu kan ?] i want raise in pocket money horr. hee.

shoutoutz.
Alyaa-
i miss you stupid. go Jakarta must buy me something nice okeh ?
hehee.

Aini-
gila, your adeq in our school ? hee. padan muka lor.
hehee.

Shasha-
bila mau keluar lagy ? miss you truckloads.

k bye (: (:

Boo !
im back yo !
okay. seriously high at the moment.
woke up at 10.30 in th morning.
siang sialll. -.-
get out of bed and started shouting "[insert name here], You're fireeeeddd ! "
i have no idea why i said that.
LOL.
ate nasi lemak. mummy cook not so nice ah today.
hehee.
few more days till school reopen.
tak boleh tunggu ah siakk.
eh, aku tak tahu nak bebual aper heh.
roflol.
k bye (:

Evening Babies,
I had a great holiday.
really.
mummy treat us to a movie yesterday.
Bedtime Stories.
awesome movie.
i rate it 4/5.
and have i told you twilight rocks ?
its worth the wait since i got to know about the movie in July.
hehee.
and i had a haircut too.
yeah.
didnt had much the difference though.
but it looks thinner.
yeah.

and today, we went to buy my schoolbooks.
bought new uniform too.
and the sizes are extremely big.
its so difficult to get the right size that fits perfectly in me.
to hell the principal.
LOL.
accidentally bumped into aini at sch and catch up with all those gossips.
went to the newly opened Sembawang Shoppung Centre.
nothing nice there.
yeah.

im outta here yosxsxs.

i was born to tell you i love you

Yo !
okay. i am seriously exhausted.

had drama from 9 to 11 am.
planned to have breakfast with fitri at 8.
woke u at 7.
cabbed to northpoint.
during drama, we were building up a script for sec one orientation.
yeah and out of our own creativity,

we created a story of a woman whose wedding was called off by her fiance without a reason.
she then became sort of like crazy and the committed suicide.
she then vows to get revenge when she found out her ex-fiance called off the wedding as he was seeing another woman.
and the ending is mysterious as it could attract those new sec ones.

and as usual, i was picked to be the stage manager.
personally, i think there would be no one who would take that place except me.
lol . -.-

yes. and we also had disscuss about our drama discipline.
attendance is soooooo bad
and i really want drama to be strong.
so to those drama members, better turned up cause there might be free cookies if you do.
okay. till here.
will be collecting my passport tmr.
weeeehooooo ~~
hahaas
hyper liao.

tag replies :
fitri : thanks for telling syg. hehee.

shrooms : Syahrum ! that ehem ! roflol !ts been a gazillion years since you came here. hahas. visit more often hor.

alyaa : cool kan the website ? i go there everyday. is 'desendnate' something like shane too ?

zoul : want me to do for you ? tgklah keadaan. hahahs.

stay close, dont go.

Yo !

currently at cousin's new hse.
N-E-W !
her hse is niceeee.
yeah. been staying here since friday.
will be staying over here for abt two more days.
spend my greatweekend with her.
but there is onl one thing in ths hse that i dont really like.
C-A-T-S.
yeah. three cats n one hse.
andone of them, dexter , peed on my bed last night at 12 am.
great or whatt ?
and hell yeah, had a hard time cleaning it off.

okay. i'll be back to write more okays ?
(:(:
peace out !

Kaykay: Wht i do !? *laughs*
Paul: Look at wht u've done to barney !


Paul: Hello nemo, i found u. (hahas !)
LOL. This crack me up !

Yoxzxzxzxxz !

yeah. i finally got someone to cheer me up on my B.O.R.I.N.G. day.
start my day early.
yeah. i woke up at like 8 despite sleeping at i dont know what time.
yeah. and now, i am waiting for bestie to drop by my hse so we can go watch twilight together.
will blog later yeah ?

(: (:

try to leave the light on when i'm gone

I WANT STARBUCKS !

there is like no more starbucks cafe at Northpoint.
arrrggghhh !
would someone nice enough buy me a starbucks ?
(:

How did we get here?

Yo !

Currently in the mood for shopping.
yupp.
S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G.

hahas.
been shopping during the weekends.
with those sales going on, i shop like there is no tommorow.
ooh. and i wanna save up for a PSP.
weeeeeee ~

okay. off to another topic.
i am soooooo gonna watch twilight with bestie !
woooohoooh !
Twilight here we come !
LOL.
even though half of Singapore has already watch it,
so what ?
those who read the books already knows why im so excited.
i bet half of those who watched it already didnt even toched the book yet.
LOL.
and that is what i call lazybums.
the book is actually better then the movie.
some critics said that there are actually good chapters in the book that are not part of the script.
yeah.
so, get the book now before you even buy the ticket for thse movie dumbs !

okay.
im outta here yozxzxzxzx !

Through the monsoon

Horoscope; Cancer
A very important element is missing from your day today, and you need to make sure you that you find it before the end of the day. Have you left a fun person off the guest list? Forgotten to double check your work at school? You need to slow down and think things through in order to remind yourself what it is you have forgotten. Get a friend in on the chase with you -- ask them if they know what you're trying to remember. If they don't, they may be able to help jog your memory.

oh, where are you, friend ?

Yo !
im currently bored sitting at home.
yes. very bored.
i wish he was here.
hehee.
i am soo stressed up.
everyone is wanting me to hangout with them.
but i simply have no mood, lazy and plain broke !
yes. i wish there is something i could do without even spending a single cent.
i have been thinking of what syg said to me.
im not angry or anything at him.
i just want him to concentrate on other things baside me for the moment.
the gap between us is getting wider.
but i dont mind.
as long as i love you and you love me.
okay. enough of those lovey-dovey thingy here.
and as im typing this, i dont know why im making so much spelling mistake !
gahh !

i got so much to say.
but it wouldnt be in this post.
okay. i'll shut up.




aku rindu sama mereka ! =.=""

mana mau dapat ? hari raya haji pergi Marina Barrage !

messy hair ? nature's fault.
(:

Cute Aiman

Daddy : aiman, don't jump !
aiman : Pa, look at me jump ! Yayah ! dont take my picture !
me : Too bad ! i took it already ! *tounge out*

hahahs.
i just love this peekture.
look at how cute he is.
(: (:

i got lots to tell !

so, on monday was hari raya haji.
and yes, i did have fun.
fun with all those long lost cousin. (i guess )
oh. and how great, i went to Marina Barrage after those visiting.
hahas.
with baju kurung some more. okay. not really but somehow it looks like baju kurung.
and mummy told me some guy was actually laughing at us.
great or whuudd ?!

and yesterday, me, aiman , nana and mummy went to see granddad at hosp.
first time he was admitted, i think.
yeah.
and i was like somehow called a nurse by my uncle.
(:

okay. will write some more maybe later.
off to do chores.
(:
P.S why is today's entry full of ' (: (: ' =.=

Yo peeps !

okay im off.
LOL.

craves

okay. Short post. Im craving for some donut and frappes ! maybe donuts from Donut Factory and frappes from Macd's ? Yum !

Great weekend

Evening babies,

currently chatting with my dear godbro.
sayaaaaang my abg. -.-"
hahas.

so, on whole day, i did nothing.
okay, not really nothing.
its just that i have been lazing around.

so, i havent been posting during the weekends ?
sorry.

friday.
planned to watch her school basketball match against Bedok View sec.
met ain at yishun mrt at 11
cooooolios !
then we decided to go town.
trained to amk.
fetch shasha and then off to newton.
bumped into her team at the bustop at newton.
they were like staring and staring at us like we are aliens.
hahas.
yishun town won the championship.
congrats yaww.
after the match, we bus-ed to town.
abg halif came to like hang out with us.
everything suddenly got kecoh.
hahas.

saturday
wen out with family to that crowded Sitex at expo.
mummy brought me a new mp4.
i love you mummy !

sunday
woke up at 7.
bus-ed to masjid to pay madrasah fees with ain.
had breakfast with her.
reached home, daddy asked me to get ready.
he wanted to go to east coast for a picnic.
actually he told us the day before but it totally slipped my mind.
on the way there, it started to rain.
when we reach it began to get hot.
what a wheather.
after a few hours of cycling, it start to drizzle.
great or whuud ?
packed up and head of to cuzzie's ew house at Pasir Ris.
her house is like "WOW !"
better then mine.
hahas.
she ordered pizza for snacks.
later we head off for dinner.
sedap oii !
hahas.
after being full, we bid goodbye and went seperate ways.
oh ya, she bought me some new tops from hong kong.
nice.

overall, great weekend spend with dearest family.

syg, i rindu u ! i understand that u're busy. spend time one day okay ?

(:(:

Twilight

Yo people.



currently, I'm like super bored.
all i do is sit in front f the comp and just find something to do.
i know.
i don't feel like going out.
I'm simply broke.
and its like everyone is busy.

And Twilight Movie is out.
in other countries but not S'pore. damn.
i feel like watching on Internet but wouldn't it be better if i watch it in cinemas ?
better quality.
so anyone ? feels like watching twilight with me ?

and, and, the cast are all so hot !
especially Edward/ Robbert .
and also Bella/ Kristen.
Jacob/Taylor is cute too.
and I'm just wishing there would be the movie Breaking Dawn in the near future.
it will be nice.

Books i have just read:
♥ Twilight Saga (re-read)
♥ What if Everyone was Doing It
♥ What if You Broke All The Rules
♥ What if All the Boys Wanted You
♥ Boy Heaven
♥ Ada Cinta Di Hati
♥ Mawi : Kian

Peace out people.

hoody up !

Hot Hoodies Yo !

Great things i want.

Feast your eyes on these babies yo !



that effing sleek phone.
and the cute small mp3 player ?



Guess military coat ?


super cute jeans. and that heel on the second peekture ?




ripcurl ? and that elegant laptop skin ? with the laptop too !


And how bout this layered emo hairstyle for the coming new year ?
cool heh ?

God, i promise to be good.
now show me some $.
(: (:

One step at a time

"i look tan. =.= "

Hey Sweeties.

sorry for the lack of updates.
hehee.
so, life has been a bore.
seriously. i dont even know why im writing this.
cause there is nothing so interesting about my life.

Sunday.

Dad brought us to dont know what mega carnival at expo.
so, i was like super hungry.
so i bought cheese fries. super nice.
but the guy who made it like super gatal.
EEEEEEEWWWWWWW .

and ! and ! and !
thaqif sang on stage.
OMG !
his voice is super nice lah.
okay. enough.

an also, now im like reading most of the time.
im not a bookworm.
i just read for the sake of filling time.
i have read like 8 books in two weeks.
a lot huh ?
hahas.


syg, i miss you. meet up soon !
till here.
toodles.

Chocolates !

" Ku mahukan coklat heh ! Tolong belikan ! "

okay. shut up hid !
enough chocs for the day.

okay. im super tired.
The whole day i have been so-called 'lazing around' .
so, woke up like at 9 am. dont say anything. i slept at 1 okay !

at ard 10, head off to masjid to take sis and bro 's record book.
and then off to toa payoh, gramp's hse.
cleaned up the hse a little.
Gawd ! the dust is like 1 inch high !
instead of helping, i laze on the couch cause im alergic to dust.
PFFFFFFFFFT.
my eyes went all red. and my nose was like a waterfall.
pfffffffffffffffftt .

so after that we head off to eat at Fork&Spoons.
Gahh ! then rushed home.


okay now, im really want new books to read.
im now into malay novels.
gawd ! so cool tau.
hahas.

(: (:

Im falling in love with Jesse Mccartney !
Gawd ! he is HOT !
Someone send me his songs please ?

AND,
someone please send me Beyonce's song ?
hehee.
she is awesome !

(:

Heya sweeties !

Stuff to do :

1. get a new hairdo.

2. get a job.

3. clean the room thorougly.

4. update frienster.

5. plan a date with fitri and aini.

so, that is mostly some stuff i really want to do but always having no mood to do.

great or whuuddd ?

its been donkey years since i get a hircut.

i feel like rebonding my hair all over again.

heh.

so, i have been slacking around my crib these few days.

holidays are fetting suckier.

all i do is go online and will be the whole day till mummy comes back.

she always has that excuse of wanting to use my laptop.

what is the use of that desktop there ?

goddammit ! its not there to collect dust kan ?

so, yesterday sucks.

daniel asked me to meet him for the script.

waited for him for like half an hour. and he didnt turned up.

i hate you !

and abg syahrum is getting on my nerves.

he keeps lecturing me.

sorry heh abg !

(:

and today, all i do is sit on my bed reading books i borrowed.

while snacking on ruffles.

heh. getting fatter liao.

(:

i wish to go out tmr.

but i dont know with who.

people, ask me out !

toodles !

Happy 2nd Monthsarry syg !
iloveyou.

Heya sweeties !

no entries since like friday ?
Gawd !
so, saturday, went out with aini and fitri to visit yourlanda at ttsh.
pity her seyh.
after visiting her, we went to explore Velocity.
boring tau.
trained home, while fitri trained to Woodlands to meet her mum.
aini came my house and lepak.
hehee.

my sunday appeared as boring as any other day.
madrasah and then my bed !
(: (:

Monday !
had drama today.
met fitri, aini and lorenzo for breakfast.
daniel came later.
giggled all the way in the bus since it was empty.
saw Tisha, Mars and some other peeps painting.
sat there and watched.
since there was no brush. :P
later everyone was like doing their own thing inside AVA room.
so, me, aini and fitri ended up listening to alyaa's story.
hahahas.

after drama, fitri, me and aini went to the new library to hang out.
then later fitri need to go and so me and aini went chong pang to find for job.
(: (:
gahh ! im too lazy to write more.
enjoy the peektures !






toodles (:

Heya sweeties !

Gahh ! im super envy with FB.
he is attached to thaqif !
Damn !

okay, lets get back to my story.
enough about him.
so, i woke up like at 9.
i know. late ?
bathed, ceaned up my room and so on.
watched ellen. Chris Brown is so hot !
ahhhh...
after watching ellen, rushed through getting ready to meet fitri.
turned out that she was late.
Gawdd !
so, me and her went to library.
super crowded.
after that we lunched at mac with lorenzo and daniel.
rushed to school and helped out with the painting.
we had to paint like a hundred boxes !
super fun !
hahahs.
then ms ling ordered pizza for us.
Thank you ms ling !
later, after drama, followed alyaa to library again.
she borrowed cool books ah! -.- (LOL)
gahh ! after that went home !

overall : Tiring

enjoy the peektures yeah ?

Decode - Paramore

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

Not gonna ever own whats mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode.)

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

So, this will be one of the songs from Twilight movie.
Can't wait !
December 13, 2008.
Somebody watch with me, please ?

Heya sweeties!
Gahh ! Im bored.
Yeah. I've changed my blogskin. (:
It took me hours to get the perfect one.
hahahas.
Will be a short post today.
basically nothing really happened at home.
and im rushing writing this.
I just remembered got ngaji today.
Gahh !
i didnt go last week cause i totally forgot.
(:

i really have to go now.
i only have a few minutes to get ready now.
peace out baybeh !
toodles (:

heya sweeties!

on my lappy now, on my bed.

like at last i got to use my lappy.

boring day today.

sit at home doing nothing all day long.

boring indeed!

so, yesterday night, i decided to sleep late.

since i woke up late in the morning.

surfed through the channel and found amazing race on cahnnel 5.

while watching, i gt hungry.

and there is only like instant noodles left.

so, dished it out and eat.

and guess what?

it was like my first bowl of instabt noodles since the holidays started.

great or whuud ?

was thinking of putting on weight.

but i dont know how.

so, planning on finding jobs tmr, with syafiq.

and maybe fitri.

till here.

toodles(:

Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name?
- Hell.
Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
- *slams the door at his face.* "get the hell out of here!"
How many bedrooms are in your house?
- 3.
Is there a reason for your blog song?
- Yes . Its how im feeling .
I bet you're missing someone right now?
- *smiles from ear to ear.* Gyeah! Need i to say who ?
Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
- Sasa ? Never ~
Who was your last text message from?
- Husnee . Such a sweet mxg !
What time did you wake up this morning?
- 6.30 am and 10.30 am
If someone liked you right now, what would you want them to tell you?
- Take it slow, Let nature decides .
Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?
- Obviously . -.-
Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
- Your'e single ! So what ?
What is wrong with you right now?
- Maybe everthing .
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
- Not yet. carrers comes first in 10 yrs time!
Would you kiss someone to make your ex bf/gf mad?
- Gahh! No!
Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
- Probably .
Do you use t9, word, or abc?
- t9
Do you tell your mom everything?
- nahh! she keeps secrets. and so do i!
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- I dont remember .
Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- Yeah !
What do you need to be doing right now?
- I need to get out of the house NOW! im freaking bored!
What were you doing at 1 AM this morning?
- SLEEPING . What else ?
How's your ex doing?
- I guess he's doing REALLY well with his scandal . Idiot !
What are your plans for the next weekend?
- SLEEP . STUDY .
What's your hair look like today?
- Like shitzxzxzx
Do you love the person who you last thought of?
- Gyeah!
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- I so need to make myself look better !
How much cash do you have with you?
- 43 bucks?
What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
- Four?
Favorite planet?
- Is the moon a planet ? -.-
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
- Salam
What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
- Boom boom pow
What are you wearing?
- clothes and undergarments, dumbass!
Do you "label" yourself?
- ???
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
- Gahh! im not wearing anything on my foot now!
Bright or Dark Room?
- Bright fo sho.
Are you in deep love?
- Nah . Single is GREAT !
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Need i repeat ? SLEEP .
What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
- A sweet good night text from Husnee .
Where is your nearest 7-11?
- MRT station ?
Did you have ice-cream today?
- Mini Cornetto !
Who told you he/she loved you last?
- Errrrrr ... I dont remember .
Last furry thing you touched?
- ???
How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- Painkillers in the morning
How many times do you shop?
- i dont count how many times! -.-""
Favorite age you have been so far?
- 14 ?
Your worst enemy?
- someone. i shouldnt mention.
What is your current desktop picture?
- The four supers at ECP .
What was the last thing you said to someone?
- "gahh! five more minutes!"
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
- $$$$$$$$$$$$
Do you like someone?
- Yeahp !
The last song you listened to?
- With me -Sum 41
What is that one thing you really want right now?
- Hersheys and $$
Barbie doll or Gothic?
-Somewhere in between .
Who do you miss much?
- -HotElephant !
Are you happy how you look?
- Nyeh.
If you want someone deeply but you cannot be with that person, what will you do?
- iGive up to fate ?
Where were you when Princess Diana died?
- not born yet, dumbdumb.
Who did you hug recently?
- My lovely pillow .


Gosh . I need sleep !

Tagged by Shasha Loopy.

1. The person who tagged you is?
-Nur Shakinah Suhaimi. happy? -.-""

2. Your relationship with him/her?
-Bestie!

3. Your 5 impressions of them.
- Cheerful. Bubbly. Cute. Fun to be with. A great friend indeed.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
- erm... every thing she did has touched me.

5. The most memorable thing they had said to you?
- "

6. If they become your lover, you will?
- Gahh!! im no lesbian!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
- She is perfect the way she is.

8. If they become your enemy, you will?
- Hopes we wont. i love her!

9. (Repeat Question)
- Stop asking the same question, dumbass.

10. What is it you want to tell for them now?
- Gahh!! I love you!

11. Your overall impression of them is?
- a bestie indeed! *kening naik-naik*

12. How do you think people around you will feel around you?
- Bored? im that quiet little girl u know.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
- Ask someone else. I don't know myself either.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
- I hate my laziness. Gahh!

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- Myself! -.-""

16. For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
- U cared for me? Awwwwwww... That's sweet.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1) Alyaa.

2) Fitri

3) Shasha

4) Nurul
5) Daniel

6) Adrienne
7) Murni
8) Syafiq
9) Syuhrah
10) Ham

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
- I dont know.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
- A female? What else?

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-I bet they would never be.

21. What is no.2 studying about?
- Studying? LOLS

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
- she said she needs the loo. and then she went offline. =.=""

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
- Music band? I dont know. But i know he loves Beyonce!

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
- Yupp. Erm, i think four.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
- NO!

26. How about 7?
-No!

27. Is no. 4 single?
- I guess so.

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
- Teo

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
- ??

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
- My stupid school.

32. Talk about something for no. 1.
- Alyaa! I miss you truckloads!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
- Goodness! Never!

34. Where does no. 9 live?
-Ang Mo Kio!

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
- Pink? just guessing XD

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
- They are friends. not bestfriends. They always fight. =.=""

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
Hamster. HAHA! Hid Hid Hid.
- Nope
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Guess so.

39. What is no. 10 doing now?
- I dont know.

gahh! this quiz is stoopid! -.-""
wastage of time. LOLS.

heya sweeties!

so, im not sleeping yet.

no mood. ad im online chatting with qirin, syg and salam.

he actually got internet connection alrd.

hahahs.

im seriously missing syg.

two weeks.

nvm, bear with it lah hid.

so, aini and wanie just fled off for sarawak.

i just thought of meeting them.

sekali, fled off alrd.

miss the chance.

so, tmr, i have a big madrasah test.

and i havent even touch my book.

good or whuud?

okay. promised to be studying tmr morning.

so, me ad mummy went to find job vacancy for me.

and its difficult.

gahh! i know in only fourteen.

but, i need a job too.

will be waiting for replies.

okay.

i got nothing else to say.

till here.

toodles(:

Bella Luna -Jason Mraz

Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closing one
A chosen child in golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

The cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellations
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Of crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger, of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance yet, but all them may lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna
My beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh

Im in love with this song.

heya sweeties.
hahas. just in the mood to put up these peektures.
seriously, im missing aini.

she has been busy with camps.

wanie has been busy with counsellor.

and me?

all alone.

everyone's busy with their things.

and i just cant find things to keep myself busy.

so, the day before yesterday, i spend time with wanie the whole day.

and yesterday morning, ihad breakfast with her,

not bad. had some time to spend with her before she leaves for sarawak.

aini has camp for the whole week.

and im planning to spend time with her next week.

seriously missing her.

tomorrow there will be drama.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

at least im getting out of the hse.

im tired of facing my dad's face alrd.

always screaming my head off.

so, i think im gonna spend time with fitri.

thinking of meeting boyfiee tmr.

i miss him.

im out of stories now.

till here.

toodles(:

heya sweeties (:

im getting bored of my msn.
seriously, its boring.
so, i surfed the net and found out about Windows Live Messenger Beta.
downloaded it.
super cool lah.
hahahs.

(click-able)

cool huh?

till here.

will blog more later on if i have the time.

toodles(:

heya sweeties!

okayyyyyyy.

lets talk about something random.

hahahs.

so, look above.

hot huh?

maybe not to some.

but it will to twilighters.

and i am one.

hahas.

i just completed all the four books.

and its really nice.

i amso not going to miss the movie.

it will be soo cool.

hahahs.

and syg, i am so missing you. i just wanna hug you. wish there would be more time in a day.
so, god, please, grant me my wish to at lest see him. even for a minute. okayyyy... its too mushy. lols.

heya sweeties!

not really a nice weekend.
its seriously boring.

YESTERDAY.
went out with mummy with bro and sis.
went to raffles city to have some donuts at Donut Factory.
i noticed that DF is not really populat now.
the long queue is now gone.
and the long queue is now transfered to J.Co Donuts.
and i think thiers dont really taste nice :P
then went to Marina Square.
aiman got scolded by mummy.
and in the end, he clings onto my t-shirt the whole time.
then, had dinner at northpoint's foodcourt.
it was actualy quite tiring.

TODAY
went to madrasah.
had some kecohness with sasa, shasha and ain.
very kecoh.
then, while buying food, saw kak ham.
after madrasah, went home.
slept while letting sis play comp.
and now, im bored.
so bored.
hahahs.
okay then. tll here.

toodles(: