ii'm way cuter than dear.

Hey hey hey .

Gonna be a long post . So get your milk and Oreo's ready . Dont say i didnt warn you ! XD

Well, a lot of things happen during the past few days since i updated which is like Wed ?
Haha .
Lots and lots of things happen .

Drama on thursday was kinda awesome and some other parts which is not that awesome .
Haha .
I once again is the stage manager for the most boring skit ever created .
Gosh !

On friday was National Day Celebration cum Racial Harmony .
I swear my butt had just suffered the longest time sitting on floor .
Wooden floor to be exact .
3 straight hours . T.T
Oh yeah , i was wearing a cheong sam for the first time in my life .
Headed for lunch at BK after that .
At that moment, we waited for 12:34:56 .
We, retardedly , cheered for that one second , proud that we lived through that one second .
Dont get it ?
Let me explain .
12:34:56 on 07.08.09 ... 123456789 .
The date and time falls nicely into place .
Headed down to Bottle Tree Park to play pool .
And then down to Teesh's place .
Crowd in her tiny room watching vids .
Haha .
Awesome gathering .
Lets have it again one day .

I love you guys man !

Saturday was awesome too.
Head off to the COMPULSARY sexuality talk organised by madrasah in the moring till around 1 plus .
And i swear it was kinda fun .
Hahah . And meaningful . Lol .

Watched a football match with Stacy (Aini) , Shasha & Ain after that .
It was between our team which is mostly guys form our madrasah agaisnt some guys from Fuchun sec .
We lost like again .
But however i know the guys had a great time .
And so do us .
We camwhored as per normal .
And like i was so excited to see both my favourite guy cousins playing .
Sadly Soif (Jersey No. 14) wasnt there .
Muhahaha .
Once a while seeing them play .
HAHA .
No harm eyh ?
Dear dont be jealous eyh .

Had dinner with the guys at Causewaypoint Banquet after that .
The four was there like chatting while they were eating .
Haha .

Love . Yes , aku sayang mereka . Haha .

The guys at play . Not work . LOL .

First two pic : My cousins . And i love that pose in the last pic ! LOL .

Sunday was like ...
Haha .
Had kenduri at my place .
And while every women is in the kitchen preparing food , i lay in bed lazily .
Thanks to the darn high fever i was having .
Haha . 39.5 degrees celcius baybeh !
Can fry an egg on my forehead .
Went to the clinic at around 3 .
The doc wanted to give me a jab to bring down my fever .
Unfortunately, i have a fear of needles near my skin .
I rejected and he said he will give me a tablet to be eaten to bring my fever down together with some paracetamol .
Haha .
dear was like pestering me to get the jab .
Oh please ... Not in a short notice !
Gosh !
Took my poisons in and off to sleep .
Haha .
And last night , i just had the longest sleep since i dont know when .
Slept for like 12 hours .
And i missed the hilarious episode of S'pore Idol together with the NDP fireworks .
But i didnt miss the Marchings though , my fav .
Hahah .
Soif (Jersey No.14) was in the NCC contingent !
Dear tried to make me jealous by saying that his ex was in the GB contingent and imade him jealous back by talking about Soif .
Awwwww .

Overall, great weekend despite being sick .
Right now , Mum and siblings are out while i am stuck at home .
I dont wish to go out though .

Know what ?
I'm gonna cool myself down .
Im sweating though the fan is blowing in my direction .
-.- .

And i love my dear too ! ♥

kill those damn people.

Aku rindu pelukan mu .

Hey .
I kinda love today .
Though its really kinda messy .

I love the way i go through life today .
Relaxed and well, different .
I just feel random .
And weird .
Well, i wish i could go through life like this everyday .
Totally relaxed and not being too wound up with everything .
Maybe i should just step back a little .
Take a deep breath and exhale , exhaling out the problems i have .

But obviously i cant .

Probably i should just lie on my bed and go to dreamland.

Maybe i could let the problems just float away .

Nah .

That wont possibly happen .

I dont understand why i always let my anger go deep down .

And later let it flows .

I dont understand why i never bothered to just let all my anger go as i wish .

Like as if theres a really thick wall preventing my anger from escaping .

I dont wish to admit defeat but just let me lead my life the way i want .

Please ?

I want to life life my way .

And not with all those feeling of hatreds lingering around .

Which i dont wish to have .

I probably want that feelings all gone .

Am i promoting worldpeace here ?

Ignore that .

Think again .

Please .

Dear , aku sayang kamu leh ! XP

paranoia!

I'm running out of patients
'Cos I can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That I am feeling

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'Cos ladies take it in
And get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
Before I lose it get comp- oh oh oh 'sure
- Breathe slow, Alesha Dixon

Sometimes when life takes a toll on its own ,
I guess i just gotta be patient .


Sometimes these type of people just meant to be ignored is it ?
I just dont see the point of these people .
Maybe im just being too paraniod .
Gosh ~
Oh yeah , brush up on your english before talking to me ...

Gosh ~
Its so peaceful before my mom comes home .
And now , tornado just landed .
oh god .
Can they like one day come home and like keep quiet ?
please ?

My super skinny friend, Zul just apologised for being irritating .
LOL .
But sometimes i guess his irritating-ness made me laugh hard .
One of his jokes ;
Z : Eyh hidayah, your bridge fixed already ? (refering to my pm some time ago, 'Our bridge has burnt down" )
H : Haha . Nope . why ?
Z : No . Im plannig to fix it for you .

LOL .
Funny or what sia .
Random too .
Haha .

Oh , i now have a friend to accompany me to watch a football match this sat .
AINI !
Haha . Well, i guess it will be such fun to watch both my cousins who are the only two who are the same age as me ( and both are guys ! For god's sake ! ) play agaisnt each other .
Haha .
I dont who to support leh .
Haha .
And dear , wanna tag along too ?
HAHA .
Okay , gonna go off now .
Mom confiscate my laptop for i dont know what reason .
And using the comp sucks .
No privacy .
Gosh ~

HAHA .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

when it goes terbalik .

Heya Babies
AEM @ RP pic above
Haha
Somewhere in june .
LOL

Kinda feeling low and bored .
Haha.
Yeah .
My butt is kinda heavy today .
LOL .

Today was kinda normal .
Not much of interesting lessons .
There's this twinning program going on in our school .
Teachers are so making a big fuss over it . -.-
Oh ya . Got back maths test . Gosh ~
9 out of 10 .
Rabakxzxzxz .
And my target was like 13 ?
Had to study more .
And kena remedial .
Damn .
I hate remedials .
Seriously .

Oh had geog test today too .
Can i pass geog for once please ?
Haha .
I never pass geog for once .
Never , mind you .

I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping .
Gosh ~
But if i sleep now, i wont be able to sleep later at night .
Okay, Im boreeeeeeeeeeeeed .
No one's at home .
Awwwwww .

You know sometimes i just gotta let it out .
But i dont wish to do it here .
Damnationxzxxz .
Hahah .

Im gonna ransack the kitchen .
Hungryyyyyyyyyyyy ~
(:

Look into your heart.

Hey sunshine !
Feeling super hyper today .
Haha .
I got no idea why .
Probably the fun i had early in the morning already ?
Haha .

So, today was kinda awesome .
Only the first part of the day though .
Started the day way early .
Like around 6.40 am .
Haha . Very enthu right ?
LOL .
So, reached mosque at around 8.05am .
Thanks to Ain who was late .
Texting me at 7.40am sayong she'll beout in five minutes .
Ended up forgetting her tudung . -.-"
And she didnt know i had one bag full of tudung to give away . -.-"
Haha .
Haflah started at around 9 .
Not that bad .
Kinda boring too .
I have like seen all the performance though last week .
Haha .
There is this youth motivator who came and he's kinda funny .
Haha . Short ceramah only .
Then came the prize presentation .
Blah blah blahed .
At last came the eating part .
Yummy .
But the fried chicken super oily .
And to those who dont really know me , I hate oily foood .
Hahas .
I dont know why .
After eating, camwhored with the group, my awesome mates !
Aku cinta mereka ! Haha .
Went home .
Took around an hour to reach home .
I know .
Thanks to Ain for dragging me to take bus with the group .
Had fun talking about lotsa stuff in the buuuuuuuss .
Syuhrah was quite fun to talk to !
Haha . Cheers my babe !
Reached home at around 2 plus .
And im meeting dear later on .
Hehee .

Oh ya . Had Maths and A Maths test on Fri .
Awesome or what ?
Besides having 2 maths test early in the morning .
When my brain is still half asleep .
Haha .
Obviously gonna flung A Maths .
Mummy wont let me quit .
):
And hopefully ii wish to pass maths .
Pleaseeeee ?
Haha .

And i broke my record yest .
I always tell myself that Harry Potter was boring .
Cause all these while channel 5 played it, I always fall asleep .
But i managed to stay wide awake throughout the whole 2h 20 min movie yesterday with dearest Ain .
Haha .
I was like telling Ain halfway throughout the movie , "Ain, the movie too boring seyh . Those sitting in the couple seats behind can romance sia . "
She turn around and it was a malay couple behind and i was talking in malay to her .
-.-"
Suddenly the woman behind us who was sitting behind us was like telling her partner "Eyh by, I cant tahan sia . I feel like peeing " .
LOL .
Me and Ain was like laughing our ass off .
HAHAHA .
I was freezing cold during the movie seyh .
Ain was like wearing 3 layers .
And me, 3 . And she was like feeling even colder than me . -.-
Hahaha .

Know what ?
Im gonna go off .
Dear waiting downstairs already .
Hahah .


My Awesome Mates ~


Ain was like all white .
I keep telling her .
"Ain looks so pure today ah ! "
LOL .


Hid. Sasa, I'id Keco'

Hid'Ain

Amri ~! Haha . That guy is seriously such a flirt with girls .

He kinda took a picture with every girl .

LOL .

My Super Skinny friend . LOLS

Danial ! My awesome friend ! Gosh . He really toned down eyh .

Hahaha . I still can remember how chbby he looked in primary school . XP

The ladies ~

Okay . I'm gonna go now .

Miss me people .

LOLS .

Byeeee ~

(:

hug me . LOL

wooooooooooooooooshhh ~

I dont have much to say cause I just rants so much on private blog .

HAHA .

stalked...

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,
In a sea of people,
There was only you,
I never knew what this song was about,
But suddenly now I do,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
I wonder why all the the stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Reach out as far as you can,
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Saw you from the distance,
Saw you from the stage,
Something 'bout the look in your eyes,
Something 'bout your beautiful face,

Can't let the music stop,
Can't let this feeling end,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never see you again,

Can't let the music stop,
Until I touch your hand,
Cause if I do it'll all be over,
I'll never get the chance again,
I'll never get the chance again,

Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand, (I'll never get the chance again)
Reach out as far as you can, (I'll never get the chance again)
Only me, only you, and the band,
Trying to reach out to you,
Touch my hand,
Yeah, yeah

Falling falling falling in love with this song .
Haha .I dont love him like some crazy fans though .
I prefer that rocker David Cook .I adore him .Haha .

Today spell normal .
Not much happened .
Besides me being stalked by some bangla .
-.-"
See lah dear , never send me home right ?
Haha .
Not dear's fault too though .
Haha .
He followed me from the cross junction at the swimming complex there .
Then all the way till 761 .
-.-"
He stopped following when i was in one of the shops .
Cause obviously there are people around .
Haha .
And the cops that drove past us did nothing .
Gosh ~

Its over though .
Haha .
Im boreeeeddd .
Haha .

Buffalo wings taste like chickens !
-Alyaa !

Gahh ~
I guess my life seems peretty bad huh ?
Just finished reading my past archives .
Gosh .

Today was pretty bad though .
I wish i could turn back time .
And made it more awesome .
At the start of day was already boring .
And mummy told me we are going to send grandpa to therapy .
I thought were really going to .
So i skipped doing coursework .
And followed them .
And we ended up at a counselling center in Bkit Batok .
In my heart, i was fumiiiiiiing mad .
Yeah . I kena counselling for some family problem .
The only problem im facing is A MATHS !
Goshh ~
So, counselling, didnt believe i would actually cried .
Haha .
W O W .
And i really got punked !
Haha . By mummy .
W O W .

Drive down to Woodland checkpont there .
Ate late lunch .
Haha . Kampong style fried rice
Seedaaaaaaappp !
Head off to fetch lil bro .
He had swimming
haha .
And his shirt was wet at the wrong place
diao .
Haha .

I need some random thinking again .
Imagine if macaroni and cheese, and chicken bolognaise were to combine in one , how would it taste huh ?
Haha .
Im feeling blue ( as in coulour ) again dear !
Hahah .

Random thinking .

Hey hey .

I should probably explain about the last post .
Haha .
Well, its all because of a SIMPLE thing .
I have been hearing about people hating people here and there .
Like almost every other day .
How could i not get irritated .
Gosh~

Leave that aside .
The reason im blogging right now is that i am boorrreeedddd .
Haha .
School today is one of the days that you drag yourself out of bed thinking that it will be awesome and then you found out its the total opposite .
Oh no !
I hate those days .
But hell, i have gone through it .
I should probably eat chocolate early in the morning so i could be retarded and random for once that it will just made my day more awesome .
Haha .
Well , the start of the day is already so boring .
Yeah, i owe teachers like 3 homeworks and the teachers made big fuss about it .
Unless if i owe it like a year already . -.-
And as if I'm gonna spend gazillion hours trying to complete it .
I'd rather spend that hours go catch up my sleep .
I know .
I would like to be the bad girl for once .
Haha .

Oh ya .
Yesterday after religous class, on the way home , Sasa, Shasha and me were randomly talking .
And i realised all those hot mat rep guys who would ask for you number are all like players .
Gosh~
Its so difficult to find a hot guy who would keep thier promise on being with you forever and being faithful .
I rather go marry that geek in the library cause they are the only who will get rich one day when all those mats would only get a low wage job .
No offence .
Haha .

Im off now .
(:

Releasing that anger .

I wish I could fly .
And i wanna eat cheesecake .
Haha . Random thinking.
I know .

Good things always comes in pairs .
But what about bad things?
Do they come in flocks ?
I dont understand human .
Though me myself is a human .
All thosecrazy things human does .
And mostly are those adding sins to us .
I dont seem to get what is so special about it that makes us doing it again and again .
One minute you were my friend, the next, my enemy .
Is that what Tyra Banks call 'frenemies' or what Aini call 'fair-whether friends' .
They come to us when they dont have anyone and the next hour they call you bitches in front of their new friends .
Or probably say things totally the opposite of you to someone who thinks highly of you .
And all I could say about these types of goody two shoes are that they have no freaking lives .
If you hate a person, then spend the rest of your life hating them until you feel like they deserved to be forgiven to , then you can be friends and love them wholeheartedly .
Or probably spend the rest of your life hating them for only god knows the reason .
Its no use being a goody two shoes you know .
Its all an act to be nice to them and give them high hopes .
Its like putting on thick makeup trying to cover your ugly pimples .
So think about it .
In my opinion, i rather go apologized and be honest to them than be an idiot putting on thick makeup and still look ugly .

And all i could say is
"Siapa makan cili, dia lah yang terasa pedas"
Or in english,
" The one who eats the chilli will feel the heat. "

Look into your heart.

I'll be back soon you wont have time to miss me . Look after my heart-I've left it with you .

-Edward Cullen.

Hello wellow humans !

I dont know why but I was wanting to blog when I came across Twilight qoutes pictures .

Hahaha .

It was thanks to Marissa that I got to know about Twilight Saga .

It was early 2008 and Mars was already reading it .

It was the time when no one in our school knows about it .

Only after the movie came out, everyone starts reading it .

Haha .

When the book was publish like in 2007 .

-.-""

So, I had a normal day .

I focused more on studies than hanging out today .

Haha .

Spend time studyind with dear today .

Haha .

He was awesomely sweet today .

No idea why .

Gosh ~

Before mummy starts screaming at my ear, I got to go now .

Byeeeeeee folks .

(:

when it starts showering

Hey hey sunshine .
I feel like skipping today .
As in hop .
Oh nevermind .

I love myself .
Okayyyy .. Randomness .
Gosh ~

So, school wasnt bad but it was boring .
Imagine having double period of E maths , A maths, Malay then English .
Boring much .
Walked home with Aly and WS .
Gosh ~ My leg was begging me to stop .
Hahha .
I wish to have wings and flyyyyyyyyy .
Hahah .

Slacked at home and then head off for a last minute meet up with Dear .
Haha .
Head to AMK , granny's place to slack .
But first fetch bro .
I didnt know bro talked to himself .
-.-""

I actually got no idea on what to blog about .
But since dear wanted me to blog .
Haha .
Im such an obedient darling right dear ?
(:

I wanna head off to Dreamland now .
Haha .
Byeeeeeee ~

i love my dear can ? ^^

Hey aliens (!)
Okay . That was randoooommmm .
Hahah .
Ohh . Had a great + not so great day today .

Sunday
Had madrasah early in the morning .
As usual , the four of us will always be lateee .
Haha .
And only in the morning , Ain told me there's no tuition due to H1N1. Damn H1N1 !
And were gonna go watch football with Fyqaa at Anderson Sec .
And I did bring extra clothes . -.-"
So , only way is to ask Fyqaa to lend me some .
Haha .
After madrasah got that dikir barat thingy .

Quite funny lah .

We learnt the hand movements .

Haha .

After that went to watch that football match .

Gosh ~

The boys so hoooott !
Haha .

Especially number 14 ~

Eyh, dear dont jealous horh . ^^

Haha .

Ahhh ! Cannot take it sia .

Then in the end they went off first . -.-

Didnt had a chance to take picture T.T

And sadly camera's batt went flat halfway .

Hahaha .

And in the end we lost .

But nevermind, It was a great game to watch .

Haha .

Amri & Zul ! Thanks for accompanying the 3 of us ( Me , Ain and Fyqaa ) home!

And Monday wasnt that bad . But still bad in a way.

Today was worst .

Haha .

Even though i have been going home with WS . Haha .

I think my prepaid will be gone in 2 weeks .

24 hours texting him . -.-

Damn .

Dear , you owe me Bubble tea and hersheys horh !

Haha .

And go sit in oven to make yourself hotter okay ? ;)

And while you go sit in oven, i will go grab some oxygen !

:)

And since you said " Die-die must must mention dear ah...", SO HERE IT GOES .

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~ WenSheng~

Happy dear ?

Haha .

Im off for now .

Haha .

Someone remind me to blog if it goes dead alright ?

(:

missing you

Hey hey !
Did a quiz .
And i guess its really kinda true .
Wow .

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Okay . that wasnt the point of me blogging !

I miss my Godsis lah !

Sis ! Meet up soon .

All those moments lost all this while , you missed out a lot of things !

And obviously I need updates about you !~

Hahaha .

Im so missing you right now lah !

Haha .

I can't believe a simple mxg i send you could make you cry .

Im sorry .

Sorry for all the wrongdoings i have done to you .

I didnt mean to .

I guess im stubborn eyh ?

Hehe .

Shall have a meet up soon together with Shasha !

I miss the old times .

Those times where late at night you would come my house and we taked about things under the moon .

Hahas .

Miss ya lots lah !

Okay enough .

I gotta go get ready before aini comes knocking on my dooor .

Hahas .

Byee .

Text me if anything .

happybelatedbirthdaytome !

Oh , and believe it or not .

I just got it into my damn brains that im 15 !

At last .

P.S. Got a freaking 'You-know-you-are-already-getting-older-so-change-your-attitude' lecture by mum . -.-

cartoons in class

Oh Hello Wello !
HAHA . Random kan ?
I know . I know .
Hahha .

Today's lesson wasnt that bad .
Quite fun . Thanks to the last 5 period of the day (excluding SMART)
During th last period of F&N Ms Liana ended updrawing Jarrett and some others .
Funny i tell you .
Cant seem to stop laughing .
And my stimach kinda hurt .
And adding to the laugh was Ms Liana drawing WS face with that idiotic ;o face of his .
LOL .

Eyh , know what ?
Im gonna go start on my F&N and Geog !
(:

i have weak immune system

~~ EDITED.
Oh~~ I feel like singing again .
But my throat is sore .
Damn .
Skipped school . Had fever in the morning .
Went to the clinic and the doctor and he said i got no fever . -.-
I think his thermometer something wrong .
Dang !
Had one day MC cause of my damn asthma . My asthma always attacks me at the wrong time .
Haiyoh . Was just looking forward to F&N today and there goes my day spending it in front of my lappy .
Great .

I wanna thank some people for wishing me the best .

Ain & Richo ; Thanks for spending the day with me aites ? Owe you two a big one !

Gonna go now .

my darling Tiana .

I dont understand why people hated my Tiana so much .
I dont see why her own friends whom she trust so mych ended up backstabbing her .
Maybe she is just not outspoken enough or maybe too reserved .
But that doesnt mean theu could take advantage of her .
I cant help but just beginning to hate they way they yreated her .
I hated it when she starts swearing whenever she talks about them .
Not that i myself is not angry but i dont see the point of her swearing .
Its not gonna make it better .
She never swears at them . But swears to herself .
Not my fault that she is too shy and reserved .
She probably keeps everything to herself .
And at the end of the day . me and her will lie on our bed and just talk randomly .
Things about our day , crushes , love but mostly we talked about her friends .
I became interested in hearing . And suddenly i somehow feel insulted too .
By the way they treated her .
And i kept seeing her moving from one friend to another .
I saddens me to see her like that .
She doesnt trust anyone else to pour her secrets to anymore besides me .


To all her freinds , I seriously think you should apologized to her sincerely .
You dont now how hurtful it is to be called a poser and such stuffs .
Reading from Syazana tagboard , You yourself know how hurtful it feels .
And i dont see why you guys seems to hate her so much .
You should be lucky you have a frined like her who i can say one of a kind .
And maybe you should treasure her .
You may not show it to her that you hated her . But by your everyday actions , It really shows your hatred .
You guys are still young . And maybe dont understand the word karma .
Or never go through it before .
But just remember this .
You will one day need a true friend , and one day you will realise that that true friend may be the one you hated before .
So , threasure them .
Make friends and not enemies.

And adeq, never hate your friends .
I love you though .

Oh . I feel like singing ~ ~

Muahahah .

Its one of those days when even if i came back at midnight , parent won't be screaming at my ear .

But unfortunately , I became good and came home before everyone else does .

^-^

Spend my wonderful birthday with Richo and Ain Chinoneh at Bugis , watched a movie at Iluma .

Firstly, planned to watched Obssesed . But somehow Richo wanted Sunshine Cleaning .

Movie was at 5.15pm so we killed time by walking around Bugis Street .

Hid planned to buy a shoulder bag with the 50 bucks Dad gave me .

In the end Hid bought a backpack from Zinc that cost 35 bucks which originally cost 45 .

=] =] =]

Spend the day texting WS .

Haha . Sweet basket !

He's now probably eating dinner with friends

Haha .

Sleepy man .

Going off .

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him .

Today spells AWESOME .

First thing in the morning is all crazy .

Bus ride to school with aini was great .

Gossips poured .

Well , Aini and me can never stop talking . We talked about almost anything under the sun !

Haha .

Love her man !

Cultural Club performanse is next Wed and i dont see any rehearsal at all .

Wtf . And the performance is like at 8.30 pm .

Oh , school wasnt tht bad today .

4 periods of E-maths and A-maths early on the morning .

One word to describe =TORTURE !

Though my neck kinda hurts a bit .

Haha .

Malay was Boring . Did listening compre .

English was well , not bad .

Didnt study for spelling and got like 12 .

Could have done better if i studied .

And i got some kind of moral boost for Mrs Tay !

Haha .

Trudged home with Aini talking about stuffs !

Aini was all hyped up when she say Akeli &Bob .

Haha . And I smack her in the head .

Reached home and slacked on the couch .

Somehow fell asleep without changing .

Wth kan ?

haha .

Went online and now blogging .

Be clever and zoom you page or maye click and see .

Sweet sia this basket , WenSheng !

Gonna be off now .

Tag hor TAGG !

HAHA .

that incomplete feeling

Im missing my babies right now .
Cant wait for this Sun where we can gossip all we want .
Gahh !

He sang it like so nice sia .
Hahah .
I know I know .
Hot geek siol ~

And this is how i feel right now .

I soo need sleep .

Bye !

another day without you

Smile though your heart is aching .
-Charlie Chaplin, Smile .



RIP MICHEAL JACKSON .
I cant help but cried while watching the tribute just now .
I wonder how his children will cope .
And his family .
And i kinda agree with mummy .
Shouldn't they like baca yaasin for him ?
Or at least a tahlil since he's a muslim now .
Instead of a tribute ?
Betul kan ?
Okay , random .

My day today seems bleak .
Boring . Haha .
A maths desnt seems difficult today .
Had F&N practical .
Did Kuih Pisang .
Somehow , my mood was disastrous today .
Got mad at WS and Jarrett .
At least WS apologized .
Haha .
Had laughs with the malay guys during Project Work .
Was irritated at Firah and I DONT CARE !
Go to hell with her attitude . Fvuk it .
Spent the rest of the day slacking and doing hw .

Somehow i kinda miss Salam .
I dont know why .
Remember when i told u i'll hold on to you ?

Well, im still holding on to you beside me and never ever letting go .

it's okay ; it's alright .

Hey hey hey !
Mates made me laugh again .
And again and again .
I just realised that being single is much more free .
You could just lead life without 24 hours thinking of whatever he is doing .
And i think i seriously need a break from all this shitxzxzxz !
Haha . Im tired of wasting my breath on some people who is full of self-ego .
Enough of this shitzxzxz yaw !

I love today .
Maybe because Add maths wasnt that difficult .
Maybe because F&N wasnt that boring .
Maybe because Malay was really sucky as usual .
Maybe because Physics wasnt that complicated .

But most of all , darling classmates made me laugh .

Here's something that made me smile .
During EL , I was sitting in front of Wensheng .
At the end of the period , Heying told me this .
"Eh Hidayah , Wensheng said you are his concubine ."
Confused much , I went home and check the meaning out.
Check it out here !
Its not true .
Haha . It was some joke .

Oh , and have I mention malay sucks ?

Haha .

Know what ? Im gonna burn my eyes watching random vids on youtube now then .
Tc !

Tagg replies !

Melissa Chng : hey hidayah! (: link up ya? (: thanks

- : Babe ! I missed you ! Haha . I'll link you soon wokey ? lovelove^^

syidah keco' : hhhhhheeeeeeelllllllllllll00000000

- : Wei gyler ~ Haha . will link you sooooonn aites ?

Alyaa!!! : I'm BACKKKK! Got so much i wanna tell you!

-: Hey hey hey ! And i got more to tell you . Come back school faster ! I suffered 1 week and 1 day without you at sch ! ;D

ws : HAHAHA, my eyebrow thingy irritated you ah? SO COOLZ

-: Yes darling . It irritated me . Not cool hor . Haha .

JAY-D : ish! FISH&CO! tak ajak!

-: Eyh eyh eyh ! Your name coolio ah ! Hahas . I tak ajak sebab tak nak share ! Muhaha . Hid evil ! Jkjk !

rau : HEY GAL!!u dunnoe miee btw..name is raudhah can call me rau..btw i'm fwend of shasha,hanna,deeyana n nanat....just saying elo..nice knowing u..

-: Hey hey new friend ! I love making new friends ! Haha . Add me up in msn and we can go gila okay ? lovelove^^

SASA : hello retarded ! alooloooo ~! xD

-: Eyh ! Sorry banyak-banyak (bukan sikit ) ! U retarded oe me retarded ? Oh wait . Im wrong ! We're both retards ! And i thought you cant come to my blog ? :D lovelove^^

lifeless pretty doll .

Sedap oii ! ^^

3.95 bucks a box . Expensive lah eyh !

Thanks to mummy's voucher !

Haha .

Had Late lunch/early dinner yesterday at Fish & Co. celebrating mummy's Bday and my advanced birthday .

The food was awesomely great despite the emptiness of the cafe .

Lil bro was crazy again .

I noticed everytime he wear that transformer t-shirt, he went all crazy .

He became random like his big sister ! =D

And yes WS promised me a Hershey bar !

I dont bother asking -HotElephant for it already though .

"I bkn Willy Wonka . Camne naq kasi you ? " -HotElephant .

Basket sia that guy . But i still do love him tons .

Muahahah .

Random Pictures for the day :