yawwwwwwwwwww(:

okays.
so i got nothing to do and so i decided to do some quizzes.

here it goes.





You Are A Jealous Ex


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You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on.

You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed.

Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go.

What Type of Ex Are You?





What You Really Think Of Your Friends


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Wanie is your soulmate.



You truly love Shasha.



You consider Aini your true friend.



You know that Saodah is always thinking of you.



You'll remember Salam for the rest of your life.



You secretly think Syahrum is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.



You secretly think that Jolene is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.



You secretly think that Istiana is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Istiana changes lovers faster than underwear.



You secretly think Alyaa is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Saodah has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?



People Definitely Like You


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You are very well liked, and many people admire you.

You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.

Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.

Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!



What People Don't Like About You:



People don't like that you put others down and like to gossip. They are worried that you also gossip about them!



People don't like that you forget them easily. No one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't remember their name!



What People Like About You:



People like that you truly take and interest in them. Everyone likes to be liked!



People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.



People like that you give them support and strength. Friends know that they can count on you to be there for them.

Do People Like You?



Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)


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Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.



Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men

You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?


Your Five Variable Love Profile


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Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is low.

You see love as a gift that you should give to many.

It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...

Let alone one person for the rest of your life!



Experience Level:



Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.



Dominance:



Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.



Independence:



Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

yawwwwwwwwww(:

well, today doesnt have much thing that happened.
first four periods was curry puff's period. literature and eng.
she talk so much that i can hardly remember anything. except for literature.
we were going through Romeo And Juliet now. OMG! so damn romantic. hahas.
then it was reccess. i sat at the table reading Deficiency. the book that huang liang loan it to me. its totally cool.
after recess was maths. mrs low gave us back our test paper on mesuration. i did totally badly. i got 7.5 out of 26!dammit kan? next time must study.
after maths was music. did something with clapping and beats.
then it was science. two periods. it sucks. we finished up chapter six and go on to chapter seven. its about Issues On Sex. if you read monday's The New Paper, we talked about that topic. which is Clueless About Safe Sex. then she go on talking about condoms. she even brought the real thing. EEEEEEEEEWWWWWW! i didnt even dare to touch it lah. pleaseee. she went on takng our lunch period. then our form teacher came in and she gave us 20 mins break. when i came back from break, ms lee was still in clas together with mrs yen(form-teacher). Damn. both cannot stop talking. especially mrs yen. she cant stop blabbering about study group. URRRGGGGHH! after SMART, i was supposed to be doing my NAFPA re-test but i didnt go. hahas.
came home, did chores. chores that i was supposed to be doing it in the weekends. one of them was to wash the toilet. i have been postponing it. hahas. then went online. chat with syahrum all the way till now. he was like faithful to chat. hahas. so now, im gonna spend like 30 mins more and then off. gotta do PW thingy.

yawwwwwwwwww(:


well, my blog looks dull huh?
gonna change blogskin soon okays?
hahas.
so, today not much things happened.
today is monday so i had the monay blues. hahas.
last night slpet quite late. i watched the Army Daze comedy. i can totally laugh my ass off man!
i went to school with alyaa.
listened to 987fm. they totally rocks.
did see zai on the bus. dammit!
reached school, saw aini at at councillor room.
ate breakfast with her.
after assembly and so on, first period was malay. we have like two periods of it.we did surat kiriman rasmi thing. if we didnt have grp discussion maybe i fell asleep already in class.
next was CME. boring.
then geog. we had to copy this few notes. then we were released early fo reccess. man! i love that Mr Lightbulb Phua. hahas. i call him that cos he simply has this shiny bald head. hahas.
then reccess. dad complained to school bout my ez-link card. i lost nearly half my reccess.
after recess was eng. we were supposed to do newspaper reflection. i was too lazy to do so i decided to fold straw hearts. hahas.
then Art. sit at library do nothing.
then maths. boring. do filing.
after maths, lunch. took my own sweet time. hahas.
after lunch was SMART. i hate it.
after smart i went for the ACES day dance thingy.
i was choosen to be perorming and helping out at the hall. some had to do it in the parade square. hahas. sad for them.
the attire code for that day will be a white top and jeand or track pants. i plan to wear my 'Music Is The Only Thing That Makes Sense' top and my black jeans. hahas.
after training, went Northpoint's Food Court and ate chicken rice with Wanie.
Hyrul Anuar was sitting at the table behind us.i didnt bother to take picture or asked for his autograph or anything. i took peekture with him before lah. hahas. then we went home.
i rest, change and freshen up. and so now im writing this. hahas.
tc:D

yawwwwww(:

well, totally in a bad mood now.
i actually not in a mood to blog but i just feel like i wanna let it all out.
but i dont think its approproate.
okays.
nothing much happened.
just got a screaming from dad.
dammit~!
urrrggghhh!
yesterday, after i got ready for ngaji, a msg came.

Him : is that hidayah?
Me : ermm.. yes. well, hellos! who are you?
Him : zai..
Me : ouhks. hahas. who gave you my no.?
Him : erra..
Me : ouh. no wonder she askied me for my no. huh? hahas. well, we chat later ok? im kind busy. sorry.

so that was how it ended. hahas.
today, im the morninig went to mad. i didnt go meeting after that.
i was too lazy. once a while never go no harm kan?
went home with ain. rested for a while, watched anime with aiman and istiana, slept, watched tv and then came online. well, today is mostly a day to slack. luckily tmr no test or whatsoever. hahas. here it all ends. i practically got nothing more to type in.

tc:D

yawwww(:

not gonna be a long post today.
simply because im such a lazy bum.
hahas.

today not much thing happen.
i woke up at 8am.
i felt lazy to get up.
i slept ard 9pm yesterday. early huh?
got ready for mendaki, pack some food and zoooom i went.
ate my breakfast while walking to interchange.
i felt like everyone was staring at me.
and i was like 'as if i give a damn to you guys. get a life puppet'.
took the bus and i was like listening to music while the bus sway and swerve.
i hate it.
i was totally in a bad mood.
got into class. studied studied studied.went home, watch some tv, watched some anime on youtube, and then i went online.
boring huh?
so later i have to do some chores and the go ngaji.
jope safwah coming. or it will be a bore.
hahas.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwww(:

okays. today quite interesting tau! hahas. school as per normal. we had home econs. okays. it started all well. we had to cook mushroom soup. it was easy but we failed in making a good one u see. our soup turns to be a lumpy one cos we were the first few to cook and the recipe wasn't a good one. we simply added too much flour. hahas. when it cooled down, it became something like pudding. it simply doesnt look edible. but luckily i ate it hot. then we carried on with other lessons. next few part was boring. we had history, maths, pw, malay and also science. cikgu at last came to school. i at last got to hand in karangan. i've been waiting for like one whole week for her return. luckily she didnt marah me or something. oh, and science we watched a video of a women giving birth. i was like kept closing my eyes. i felt digusted. all those blood u know. and those umbilical cord. urggh! and so after school, i had hip hop dance training. for aces day thing like that. its like on next fri. oh, u dont know how painful it is to do all those stretching. and now i feel pain everywhere. urghhh! oh. and salam was like there too. im still like not over him hello!! i kept looking at him. dammit. it sucks. memories would just came and would like cant concentrate. i know lah its over. but i like still have feelings for him lah. its hard to let go tau. and so, i tried not looking at him but he makes funny faces while dancing, it just makes me crack. hahaas. well, i hope he doesnt know that my blog existed. hahas. ouh and i still feels dumb after confessing to salam. okays so now im gonna go study soon cos tmr i got a maths test in a topic i totally dont understand in. how i wish i have someone to teach me. like a nice bro or maybe a loving sis. hahas. and now i think its time for my medicine. i hate getting asthma. urggh! it just sucks. just because u eat something wrong, u keep on coughing on and on. dammit seyh. so now i wanna just let it end here.

he was once the one who loves me.

tc:D

yawwwwwwwwww(:

okays.not gonna be a long story.im totally feeling sick. school as per normal. boring. mama only gave me like $2.50. like wtf lah seyh. what to eat? hahas. and so lessons go as per normal. my fav lessons for today was only like SCIENCE! hahahs. chapter six mah! hahas. me and aini was horny again. oh, jarrett and sing yung was horny bastards too for the day. WAIT! they are horny everyday. hahas. after lunch, i was like SEMANGAT do science hw. about osmosis. i do anyhow leh. i only did that because scince tchr was inside class. hahas. after do science hw i do maths. semangat hor? hahas. after smart go home liao. i was supossed to go for study grp but i was feeling too sick. and tired. and lazy. and hungry. and i just wanna go home and SLEEP. so now, after some sleep just now im feeling still the same. my nose is like almost a waterfall. and my left eye is red. dammit. if it doesnt go off, im totally gonna see a doc. cause he asked me too.

tc:D

okays.
i failed in doing something today.
i tried to change my blogskin but it totally didnt work out.
dammit!

tc:D

yawwwww(:

my day today seems to ROCKS! hahas. i woke up at like 7.15 am. early as i have madrasah. finally! i woke up WITHOUT the alarm clock. hahas. and so, i got ready for madrasah. went out of house at ard 7.50am. brought new phoneyy! hahas. on the way to school, msg-ed shrooms. we talked all the way till lessons. hahas. ouhks. reached masjid at ard 8.30 met shasha at the block beside the masjid before going into masjid. went inside masjid, saw shrooms looking at me. while reading surah also, shasha kept saying shrooms kept looking at me. wtf sey. irritating. hahas. go class then me and shasha talk like crazy while chatting with syahrum on phone. hahas. multi-tasking yaww(: hahas. first period was arab then akidah. then it was fiqh. got test. lucky studied already. hahas. then it was akhlak. after akhlak was break. ate macronie. hahas. i was like starving since morning. during break, syuhrah, shasha and ain kept disturbing abt shrooms. irritating lahs. after break was like sirah. revised for next week test. after sirah was al-quran. it was muhajir's bdae. he brought in cake for the whole class. the cake was EXACTLY the same as theary's cake lah! hahas. i didnt eat it cos i was still full. totally full. al-quran was like the last lesson.it was ard 12.05 pm already. continued chatting with shrooms. yupp. i chat with him a lot today. hahas. but fun leh. ouhk. and ain's phone got confisicated. she was msg-ing her bro then ustadzah saw. pity her. went for my alumni meeting. it officially ended at like 1.20pm. i stayed on and chatted with hafiz, sheikh and diy. was funn lah. very funny. went out of masjid at like 2.20pm. walk to bustop and waited for bus. chatted with shrooms again. bus came late. in bus, my batt went like flat. stop msg-ing him. and so i was bored. reached home at ard 3.20pm. rest and then surf the net. and here i am now...

here's some pics i camwhored at the park yesterday.















^^i got my hersheys!


^^hyper after chocolate!


^^here's my new phone!

yawwwwww(:

well, today seems to suck. start of the day, i had to make my lil bro's bed. it sucks. then aini told me to go school on my own. just because she wanted to go school woth her boyfiee. it fucks me up. and then i was like rushing to school. met alyaa in the bus. reached school at ard 7. rush for nothing. too early liao. went to canteen for breakfast wuth alyaa and fathima and wadiah. aini reached canteen at ard 7.15 which at that time i had finished eating. i went to chat with them. in the end i got a screaming from wanie. just because she didnt tell me se had waited for me and i went to school first. it fucks me up AGAIN. after assembly, we had lessons. like DUHH! first was like science. and oh yeah. we had started on chapter six. the sex part. it was like the first time the class had kept quiet to pay attention to ms lee. LOL! me and aini were so like horny yaww! hahahs. after science was eng. we had to do a damn summary on whatever paralympics. did it with no sincerity. after that was reccess and then we had maths. boring. then mother tounge. cikgu didnt come again so we had free period. after mother tounge was geog. we had a chapter about pollution. my fav. hahas.
here comes the fun part.
i didnt had the mood to eat so i stayed in class during lunch. my immature friend were all in the mood to spray water at each other using those water bottles. and so my fren, Ding Xian, accidentally sprayed at me. and so i seek revenge. all the way till after lunch. i got wet a ittle. after enough of getting wet, we went to celebrate the genius' (theary. she's too pro in maths.) birthday. continued with SMART i decided to seek revenge on ding xian again. in the end i got totally wet. luckily marissa had extra t-shirt and so she loan it to me. at like three, i wnt for drama and so the day goes on with drama till like at 5.45pm. wanted to go home together with wanie. they had told me to go meet them at McD'. in the end they went home before i even reached there. so the whole day i went to and home school alone. it fucked e up okays. i feel invisible. am i like a statue now? u can treat me how ever u like? if so, then fuck off lah dey! im not as stupid as u think okays!

**sorry if today's entry is full of vulgarities. Thank you(:

tc:D

yawwwwwww(:

YESTERDAY.
tuesday. 120808.

well, nothing much happen. we had like four periods of curry puff.(we had a new nick for her.hahas. its saggyboobs. see her and u know why.) me, aini, tisha. and marissa was suposed to present something abt Beijing Olympic. but all of us didnt have the ood to do so we didnt do our slide. abd so we did it in form of a website. she didnt care! hahahs. after curry puff's lesson we had reccess and then maths. boring. then music. very funny lor. we learned about beats. after that got science. we were supposed to have a test on transpot system but she postponed it cos a lot didnt come school. and we didnt have practical too! after science was lunch. then SMART. me and aini talk and talk after smart went home. wanted to take bus but we ended up walking. and i was sweating like mad.on the way. we met ali. he is like so damn funny lah. and so i went home and then sleeeeep.
hahhas.

TODAY.

first period was home econs. we made carrot cake. the western style lahs. nice lah! but we had to mix the brown sugar wuth egg. dammit. my hand so tired seyh. after home econs we had history. we had spelling test. after spelling, she gave us back our test paper that we did last week. i got 20 out 25. not bad huh? hahas. after that was reccess. and after reccess was like science. got test! i was like didnt study! and so i did the paper anyhow. after that was like malay. cikgu didnt come. after malay was project work. i hate this. project work had to do presentation on our clay model. after that was maths. boring. after maths like lunch then SMART. aini went for councillor meeting so i was like reading up history and then help tisha with the class board. after that i went home. quite a boring day huh?

tc:D

^^shrooms said this peekture is nice.

to me, its not bad. but my hair looks like mangkok.

LOLS.

well, hellos!

here i am posting again.

today, theres no school. coz its school holiday for national day.

and i feels stupid. i.ve been sitting at home all day like some dumbdumb that doesnt know how to go out.

and i cant go out cos im totally broke. and my ez-link card is with mdm jariah.

i still havent pass up her karangan. dammit.

and so. here i am FREAKINGLY BORED. rotting away. it feels dumb.

yesterday, i didnt went out too. i've been sitting at home the whole holiday. seriously, i wanna go out lah. i bet aini went out with her hubby jus now. she ept telling me she wanna hang out with danial. it can really get irritating. but i feel happy for her. they last really long. unlike me and salam. thinking about him, i've been seeing him a lot with qirin. it really make me jealous u know.

hmph. but i should really try forget him. its really not worth it you know.

okays. i shall stop here.

tc:D

yawwwww(:

long time never post. and here i am posting. well. nothing much happen lately. but i found out something.
well, i found out that salam and qirin may have an affair. and its lie WTF lah. i feel so dumb. this is what u call 'one-sided love'. i guess. hahahs. and national day cum racial harmony day was soo fun. i was like so patiotic. lols. my brother complains that his school's celebration is like shit. they got cross country ahahas. oh yeah. back to the topic, i had to perform my dance and nabil said i look lost. well, i was at the last part. hahahs. and i kept thinking about salam. dammit seyh. yesterday, the ndp was like so boring. everything seems so dumb. but still, im patriotic tau. hahas. okay. i got nothing else to say.
tc:D

hey!

well,nothing happen much today. school is as per normal, boring.
4 periods og curry puff (ms ling, eng and literature teacher) is even boring.
but at the third period, the china pupils came into our class.
and we were all like didnt care. well, besides me. i was thinking how will those pupils think of our school and culture?
my classmates were all misbehaving.
dammit.
after curry puff's lesson was reccess and then maths.
after maths, it supposed to be science but ms lee stole that period when its supposed to be music, my most favourite subject.
but unfortunately i got science.
dammit. three periods of science.
dammit. i hate it.
then we go bio lab and do stupid experiment.
put the potato inside sugar solution lah and all that stuff. stupid kann?
then we have smart.
do hw and chit chat witha aini.
after smart i went home with alyaa.
we talk about salam and lots of stuff.
we went to northpoint and ate at KFC.
i was about to eat shrooms burger but that reminded me of the shrooms guy. lols. so i ate toasted twister. hahas. and then we called salam while eating.
i confessed to him. but he kept giving me 'idk' ans. dammit lah him. and while alyaa was talking to him, there's this girl who suddenly went on the phone an said that i should keep away from salam cos he is hers.
and seriously she sounded like a man.
well, i'm gonna msg him tonight saying that i want him back and all that stuff.
and i hope he accept me back.
cos im getting crazier for him. ahahas.
and so.
thats all for my story today.

tc:D

i want you back!i still am loving you! its getting crazier around me.

well...
i am not gonna post very often now.
since the come has been moved from my room to my mum's.
dammit!! how i wish i have a laptop.
gonna save money soon to buy one. ahahas.
well, madrasah has been fun.as per normal. came a few min. late and soon ustadzah came in. and its a different ustadzah. her name was ust. faridah. guess what. she look like the kind of alien or whtaevevr it is in the story 'One Miss Call.' i was laughing my ass off when syuhrah said that. well, lets skip all that part. meeting was a bore today. nothing much happen. not much ppl came. and that shrooms again didnt came. i wanted to disturb him. lols. well, i reached home at ard 3++. so tired. reached home and wanted to blog but i was too lazy so just surfed the net, change my blog skin and played games. i know. at least i blog ryte? ahahas. well... here's the update for the week. i got a malay dance performance for the china pupil twinnig prog, a national day cum racial harmony celebration. hahas.

tc!

remember when i said i'll hold on to you? well, im still holding on to u,beside me and never ever letting go.

HELLOS!

okays. so sorry for not posting for a long time. well i've been busy. seriously! well, i've been busy with my dance practice. there's this china pupils coming to our school for like twinning programme. man. all those practice can make me dead. and also, we're performing for our national day concert cum racial harmony day. its sooooo gonna be exciting. hahas. i cant wait. oh yeah. im getting on well with that shrooms guy! woohooo~! he's fun to talk to. well, hunney has been like avoiding me. he doesn't goes online anymore. dammit. how the hell can i contact him seyh. he lost his phone too. so now, i feel like he's worthless to give love too. dammit. anw, i heard salam is single! ahahas. so happy seyh. there may be a chance u know. only ALLAH knows. okays. till here.

remember when i told u i'll hold on to u? well, im still holding on to you beside me and never ever letting go.