Urgh , I hate hate today .

Fever , flu and i sound like a guy .

And my left eye is sore .

Bro said i look like an alien . -.-

After he said that, he kicked a ball and it bounced back from a wall and hit his crotch !

HAH ! Serve ya right ! Muahahaha .

He was screaming in pain . Since he just got circumcised .

HAHA .

xoxo .

Supp ?

Okay . Havent been updating .

Sorry .

Simply lazy to . :P

Lots of things had happened since i last updated .

But none important .

One of my cousin had just got engaged .

And it suddenly reminded me of my late uncle .

Yes, i do miss him .

Very much indeed .

But God loves him more .

And no matter how much i miss him, it will not bring him back .

And again i had missed the moment to see his face at the end of his days .

I miss him, I miss him, I miss him .

I shoud probably let my mind wonder somewhere else .

Cause missing him will do nothing .

I even cut out his obituary notice and keep it in my wallet along with my loved one's pictures .

And thats the only way to keep my memory of him alive .

7 Jan will be his 40th day gone .

Yes, im counting .

But so what ?

Al-Fatihah to Suhaimi Bin Ali .

May you R.I.P.

28.11.09

Okay, i should probably get ready .

Im off .

xoxo .

Pics of Sentosa outing on the 7 Dec .

More on my Facebook !

Spend my morning today at home them off to school to collect ingredients for tmr Ice-cream making Comp .

Thought i was gonna be late .

But ended up way too early .

The two girls ended up coming at 12.30 . -.-"

After that went to chong pang to get serviettes with the two girls .

Met Belle later after changing and off to meet Ain at woodland lib .

Slacked around .

Ate at the foodcourt at Admiralty Mrt there.

Me ad Belle seriously couldnt stop talking .

HAHA .

And she kept talking about her camp which was so fun to hear .

And i finally got a working phone . Like finally .

Cost me my whole wallet though .

HAHA .

Second hand .

And yes Shasha , i will return you your phone ! Soooooon !

HAHA .

Okay, im off .

xoxo ~

Heyyyy !

I can say that my December has been going oh-so-awesome .

1. I finally got a job .

2. Me, Jojo and Belle went for an ice-cream making competition and made it to the finals .

3. I finally had my eye on New Moon . And i'm on team Switzerland . (If you know what i mean ... )

4. Aiman got circumcised .

There's actually lots more but i cant seem to remember .

And i guess i have nothing more to say .

Will update more next time ayee ?

xoxo .

“After my first…

I built this suit of armor

So strong, so invulnerable.

I came across you.

Slowly my guard was let down.

So, so vulnerable to pain and despair.

A love so perfect, so beautiful

Was the double edged sword.

One side so sweet

So dull of worry

So full of love.

The other so sharp of worry

So deadly with confusion

So overcome of aberrancy.

They meet at the apex.

The sword was the only thing,

The only thing to pierce through the armor.

Through the mind, the soul, the heart…

The sword tears a hole

The sharpest of sides is numb to pain,

The dull side brings a pain.

A pain so excruciating

the pain unreal the suffering so great.

This side pierces the mind, the soul, the heart..

The wound lasting and irreparable.

A pain never to leave.

A pain that allows you to live but in turn

It kills the mind, the soul, the heart

A pain that may lie dormant

Only to arise and hurt more than it ever did.

But through all doubt and suffering

The love was worth the pain.

The love so perfect so beautiful.

Was worth the pain

Was worth the death of me

Was worth losing everything I ever had.

Even if it was you that I lost.”

May you rest in peace Ayah Cam .

Al-Fatiha .

You had been a great uncle loved by many .

Your jokes made us laugh .

Your smile made us feel better .

You had brightened up our lives with you cheerfulness .

I may not be the closest to you .

But i am deeply affected to the loss of you .

Sadly, i never got to see the last of you .

But memories of you will be deeply carved in my heart .

It would never be easy to go on life without you .

I cant imagine the next Aidilfitri without you .

But i can never change the way it will be .

Allah s.w.t. loves you more than the we do .

Dan semoga roh kamu di rahmati oleh-NYA .

Ku hanya dapat menghadiahkan mu dengan doa .

Al-Fatiha .