Happy Birthday Ain !

You're always the one who makes me smile .

You are the one who comforts me .

And im hoping that we will be the best of friends for the longest time ever .

I dont wanna lose you okay ?

I love ya .

HAHA . Happy birthday girl .

Enjoy the cake i bought you .

May you succeed in your future endeavors .

Happy Birthday Amri !

Brother bear ku !

May your wishes come true .

And may you always be there to cheer me up .

Sayang Am . :D

xoxo .

Bad week .

Bad week.

Bad week.

Everything seems to be going wrong .

It all seems bleak .

And all thats going through my mind the whole time was "When is this gonna end?"

But the main reason was probably you.

It feels as if im hoping on thin ice.

Its never gonna happen again .

And dreams are just a play of the mind.

I cant be hoping too much.

Its making me feel worse.

Oh whatever .

(muka tak leh angs . LOL )

Btw .

Happy belated Birthday Daddy .

I love you .

xoxo.

I miss you but i don't wanna show it .

Cant you see the obvious already ?

You ?

Me ?

Its all about us .

And why cant you just jump outta your shell like i did ?

I always wait for your text . Cause it actually means that you're thinking about me .

I always love the way you call me 'Hiddy' .

Cause its your nick for me .

No one else ?

And when can i get to meet you ? :D

Say it to me, love .

♥

happy v'day ! ♥

You. You. You, M . :D

life on the moon...

Hey all !

Happy CNY !

Okay, im just being a bit random .

But not too much right ?

Those past entries has been oh-so-emotional .

So, i'm gonna break it .

And its the holiday season baybeh !

Yeah, and its time for me to GAIN weight .

Muahhahaha .

Oh wait. Isn't that what i planned for Hari Raya ?

Opps ... Wrong celebration .

And i hate oranges .

They too orange-y and has so much skin . -.-

And yes , I went to Body World again with the school .

Me, Aly, Harris, Wera and Richo ended up spending more time at Science Center than Body World .

Its cool though, all those naked bodies without skin .

And I love the Girrafe ! Reminds me of what the madrasah boys used to call AIN .

HAHA . And now, they are the girrafe !

:P

And the Gang, which includes Nabil, Wera, Harris, Mars, Erra, Aini, Jun Wei and me, planned to go Sentosa this sunday . And some missing .... ):

Im so looking forward to it .

Its like on of those proper outings we get to go once a while .

Not forgetting one of the first , SENTOSA .

So, SENTOSA, here we come ! :D

Aly getting stressed up over some phone call from an idiot which is pre-recorded . -.-

xoxo .

Toodles .

All out

"I chose to love you in silence because in silence, i find no rejection.
And in silence no one owns you but me . "

Heyy all.
Currently at masjid.
And its 3 am .
HAHHA .
And im not sleeping .

There's a million and one things on my mind .
And i just wanna lash it out here .
Hope you dont mind .

" I dont know why but you seem to appear everywhere in my mind. No matter what i do, it all reminds me of you. And it seems like you started talking to me again . But that will never progress anywhere cause i know you're hearts with her . It seems so easy for you to move on. But what about me ? Im still struggling at the edge of the cliff, not able to stand up again .
What is it thats so easy for you to go on ? But so difficult that made me sruggling for so long ? I dont get it. However well you are coping with your life, always remember that I'll still be there for you no matter what .
And yes, those tears i cries are still worth it. Because its you, not anyone else . Believe me . "


Well, thats not really all .


"Heyy M, If youre reading this, i hope you understand what im going thru . Its a mixture of everything . But please, dont give up on me . I dont wanna lose you . Although im still holding on to him, its you who always make me feel better. Its you making me smile everytime tears are almot eolling down my cheeks . Thank you being there and dont ever go . "

Yeah, all out i guess.
Im getting hungry and sleepy .

See ya peeps when i see you .
Nights all .

xoxo .